Saturday, 13 April 2013
Sunday, 24 March 2013
Personality Profile
I`m lsting all my favourite things...Television...Music...People...Bands...Films...so when my children see or hear them they will always think of me...
Television:
Minder
Only Fools And Horses (with Uncle Albert)
The Office
The Inbetweeners
Only Fools And Horses (with Grandad)
Ever Decreasing Circles
The Simpsons
Knowing Me Knowing You Alan Partridge
I`m Alan Partridge
Have I Got News For You
Fawlty Towers
Extras
Dear John
Never Mind The Buzzcocks
Gavin and Stacey
Blackadder Goes Forth
Citizen Smith
Would I Lie To You
Mock The Week
Men Behaving Badly
Benidorm
Celebrity Juice
George and Mildred
Drop The Dead Donkey
Not Going Out
The Likely Lads
My TV "guilty pleasure" is Coronation Street - the boys take the piss - but I`ve loved it since my days as a Television reviewer...cant stand Eastenders...which is nothing like the real East End...and is to Cockney culture what Simon Cowell is to hetrosexualality...but Corrie is very entertaining and makes me laugh...if you notice all my favourite TV shows are either situation comedy or funny Quiz shows...that is because humour is the best human emotion.
Funnymen:
Ricky Gervais
Frankie Boyle
Jimmy Carr
Micky Flannagan
Frank Skinner
Lee Mack
Julian Clary
Paul Merton
TV Presenters/Chat Show Hosts
Jonathan Ross
Ant and Dec
Graham Norton
Television:
Minder
Only Fools And Horses (with Uncle Albert)
The Office
The Inbetweeners
Only Fools And Horses (with Grandad)
Ever Decreasing Circles
The Simpsons
Knowing Me Knowing You Alan Partridge
I`m Alan Partridge
Have I Got News For You
Fawlty Towers
Extras
Dear John
Never Mind The Buzzcocks
Gavin and Stacey
Blackadder Goes Forth
Citizen Smith
Would I Lie To You
Mock The Week
Men Behaving Badly
Benidorm
Celebrity Juice
George and Mildred
Drop The Dead Donkey
Not Going Out
The Likely Lads
My TV "guilty pleasure" is Coronation Street - the boys take the piss - but I`ve loved it since my days as a Television reviewer...cant stand Eastenders...which is nothing like the real East End...and is to Cockney culture what Simon Cowell is to hetrosexualality...but Corrie is very entertaining and makes me laugh...if you notice all my favourite TV shows are either situation comedy or funny Quiz shows...that is because humour is the best human emotion.
Funnymen:
Ricky Gervais
Frankie Boyle
Jimmy Carr
Micky Flannagan
Frank Skinner
Lee Mack
Julian Clary
Paul Merton
TV Presenters/Chat Show Hosts
Jonathan Ross
Ant and Dec
Graham Norton
Life or Death (on my terms)
Sunday March 24th.
Today I write for the last time and tomorrow I die...well that`s what I`m hearing from the `voices in my head` and reading in the book `Having Heart Surgery` - given to me by a well-meaning nurse at Basildon Hospital.
I wish she hadnt.
Page 16 of the British Heart Foundation publication states: "Before you have your operation the following people will visit you in the ward...the heart surgeon...the anaesthetist..a physiotherapist and someone from the cardiac rehabiliation team".
I feel sick and cant finish my marmite on toast.
It continues:
"About an hour or two before your operation is due to begin, you will be given a `pre-med`...this will help to relax you and make you feel sleepy before you have the general anaesthetic"
THIS IS THE FIRST INDICATION that you will have `no control` over your mind/body your life will be `in the hands of others`...and I cant handle that.
It adds: "When the theatre staff are ready for you...a porter and nurse will take you to the theatre suite...I prefer to call it `the death chamber`.
You will receive an injection of an anaesthetic medicine, so that you will stay asleep for the whole of the operation"
IN OTHER WORDS YOU WILL BE `SORT OF DEAD`...I really cant go along with this - what as I fear...something goes wrong and I dont wake-up?
It would be `great news` for my ex-wife and once news of my demise reached 22 Bridge Road Shotgate there would be much laughter...loud cheers and all-night celebrations.
SAM and ADAM are aware of this and both say "She`ll be over the moon and straight on the phone to her f*****g parents - then she`ll start sending us text messages and more letters - `badmouthing` you and trying to `get us back` - but we`ll tell her to `fuck off` ".
Adding "Dad dont have the op - if it goes wrong - you`ll be giving her what she wants"
IF THEY DONT PUT ME OFF...the words on Page 20 certainly do;
"The surgeon needs to be able to get to your heart which is in the centre of the chest...this means cutting your breastbone.
Your heart will need to be STOPPED and the blood will be diverted from your heart to a heart-ling machine"
THAT SOUNDS LIKE BEING DEAD TO ME!
"Once the heart has been STOPPED, the surgeon will use ateries from your chest wall or arm, or veins from your leg, to bypass the blockages in your coronary arteries"
I JUST CANT SEE MYSELF TURNING UP LIKE a `lamb to the slaughter` at Basildon Hospital. I can picture myself turning up at 1pm - pacing up and down - waiting to be admitted for 2pm - but I cant see myself slipping on me PJ`s and signing a consent form.
It would be like a turkey voting for Christmas.
IF YOU SURVIVE - though the book isnt that blunt - its not a actual quote - rather it says: "Once the surgeon has finished they will START your heart beating again"...thus confirming you have in fact been DEAD..."various tubes and wires will be connected to your body...and you will be transferred to the intensive care unit"
IT GETS WORSE;
"You will be kept asleep and connected to a ventilator...you will breath through a tube which passes through your mouth into your lungs...when you properly awake you will have an oxygen mask...you will be connected to various wires and tubes"
ONE of the tubes will be in my neck - and there is no way I can cope with that - I have a lifelong `fear` of not liking my throat being touched in anyway.
I CANT READ ANYMORE - I genunely feel `sick, scared, stressed` - to be honest I would rather `take my chances`...and see what happens...it would also mean I would still be in control of my mind, body and soul.
The truth is that tomorrow...there is no way I can see myself going along with this triple heart bypass operation...or more importantly having to...and there is `hope on the horizon`...as at this moment in time...I have the `sniffles`...`sore throat`...and to undergo major surgery you must be 100% free of `infection and colds`.
And I owe this fact to DAVID BOWIE...I got soaked...snowed on and frozen stiff yesterday after my visit to the Bowie V and A exhibition. (which was BRILLIANT)
I think I will turn up at Basildon Hospital with my bag...moccasin slippers. PJ`s and new dressing gown...but I`m pretty sure - they will take one look - and send me home - that is what I`m hoping.
As I write I do have `chest pains` - but I think thats stress and down to reading that Heart Foundation Book - in a hour I`m planning to take a long walk in the snow - without my Crombie or Sheepskin - just to make sure my cold gets `worse`.
I am like a Essex version of Lindsay Lohan - I can always pull something `out of the bag` - and this time its the `common cold`.
There are many reasons I want to avoid the operationn - fear, cowardness (I admit) - but there are also other reasons.
In the past ten days - despite my `illness` I have been encouraged to `fight on` with my Campaign For Justice.
My batteries have been recharged.
Thanx to the 3517 documents I obtained from Essex County Council and the information contained all the allegations I made in December 2012 and January 2013 are now being investigated.
The new Head of ECC after intervention from my MP John Baron - has ordered a Independent Inquiry into my case (2005/2012).
All documentation relating to the investigation has been seen by my MP and signed by SAM, ADAM and myself.
We have confirmation of who will be leading inquiry - a person with NO connection to ECC - a leeter was received by us this week.
As was in writing - confirmation from The Bar Standards - The OJC and IPCC - that information obtained from the 3517 documents does give us strong enough `grounds` for the bent barrister, corrupt cops and the biased judge to be investigated.
NOW YOU KNOW why I cant risk going onto the operating table - FEAR is the main reason - but there are also other genuine reasons.
I also have the upcoming Court cases - Sam`a appeal - round one of Adam`s - my case against ECC/Social Services...all funded by the state because of my medical condition.
And let`s NOT forget my other Hearing at Basildon Court in May - my local Court - my local paper - my evidence - my `dream come true`.
I had lost heart (no pun intended) when I saw the impact of that Mothers Day picture. I honestly thought my work was done and although I`ve kept my promise to never again write about the porn movies, bedroom secrets and affairs of my ex-wife...I gave my `word` it`s a promise I wont break.
I can NOT risk losing the chance of stating on `home turf` - knowing it will be reported in the local paper...that my ex-wife ADMITTED on oath at in 2005 Southend County Court to starring in porn movies.
I have submitted the evidence to the Court - and will give copies to who-ever requires them. I can not risk the opportunity of stating on oath that my ex-wife willingly gave pornographic pictures of herself to Basildon Police - and then lied that I was connected to them.
She also falsely claimed that the porno clips of her on the Internet were also linked to me...as I will state in Court...I have legal letters that confirm "Mr Johnson was NOT involved in anyway with the pornographic pictures of Julie Johnson that she handed to the Police...and was NOT responsible for any of her porn clips that appear on the Internet"
I HAVE LIVED with that slur against my character for many years - and I can not risk my chance of `clearing my name`.
I told the Police I was "innocent" and suggested that her boyfriend Richard Grimson or others could of taken the pictures or posted film clips on the Internet - and I will repeat every word both on oath and in open Court.
Also the surgeon told me that If I have the operation on 26th March - that he cant promise I`ll be fit enough to appear in Court on May 1st...so again that is something else I have to consider.
Apart from fear of the op...and my life-long `FEAR` of hospitals...there is also my ego and character to consider.
I dont want to go out with a `whimper`...with `work` still to be done...as I said after Mothers Day - I have nothing else to say...or need to write about my ex-wife...as that picture "said it all" to my sons...but I still have to `right the wrongs` of ECC - Essex Social Services and Peter Brown.
I fought long and hard to obtain those 3517 documents - and it would be a `crime` if I didnt use them to get JUSTICE for my 3 children.
I want to go out with a BANG - I want to be both a Martyr and a cause celeb.
Today I write for the last time and tomorrow I die...well that`s what I`m hearing from the `voices in my head` and reading in the book `Having Heart Surgery` - given to me by a well-meaning nurse at Basildon Hospital.
I wish she hadnt.
Page 16 of the British Heart Foundation publication states: "Before you have your operation the following people will visit you in the ward...the heart surgeon...the anaesthetist..a physiotherapist and someone from the cardiac rehabiliation team".
I feel sick and cant finish my marmite on toast.
It continues:
"About an hour or two before your operation is due to begin, you will be given a `pre-med`...this will help to relax you and make you feel sleepy before you have the general anaesthetic"
THIS IS THE FIRST INDICATION that you will have `no control` over your mind/body your life will be `in the hands of others`...and I cant handle that.
It adds: "When the theatre staff are ready for you...a porter and nurse will take you to the theatre suite...I prefer to call it `the death chamber`.
You will receive an injection of an anaesthetic medicine, so that you will stay asleep for the whole of the operation"
IN OTHER WORDS YOU WILL BE `SORT OF DEAD`...I really cant go along with this - what as I fear...something goes wrong and I dont wake-up?
It would be `great news` for my ex-wife and once news of my demise reached 22 Bridge Road Shotgate there would be much laughter...loud cheers and all-night celebrations.
SAM and ADAM are aware of this and both say "She`ll be over the moon and straight on the phone to her f*****g parents - then she`ll start sending us text messages and more letters - `badmouthing` you and trying to `get us back` - but we`ll tell her to `fuck off` ".
Adding "Dad dont have the op - if it goes wrong - you`ll be giving her what she wants"
IF THEY DONT PUT ME OFF...the words on Page 20 certainly do;
"The surgeon needs to be able to get to your heart which is in the centre of the chest...this means cutting your breastbone.
Your heart will need to be STOPPED and the blood will be diverted from your heart to a heart-ling machine"
THAT SOUNDS LIKE BEING DEAD TO ME!
"Once the heart has been STOPPED, the surgeon will use ateries from your chest wall or arm, or veins from your leg, to bypass the blockages in your coronary arteries"
I JUST CANT SEE MYSELF TURNING UP LIKE a `lamb to the slaughter` at Basildon Hospital. I can picture myself turning up at 1pm - pacing up and down - waiting to be admitted for 2pm - but I cant see myself slipping on me PJ`s and signing a consent form.
It would be like a turkey voting for Christmas.
IF YOU SURVIVE - though the book isnt that blunt - its not a actual quote - rather it says: "Once the surgeon has finished they will START your heart beating again"...thus confirming you have in fact been DEAD..."various tubes and wires will be connected to your body...and you will be transferred to the intensive care unit"
IT GETS WORSE;
"You will be kept asleep and connected to a ventilator...you will breath through a tube which passes through your mouth into your lungs...when you properly awake you will have an oxygen mask...you will be connected to various wires and tubes"
ONE of the tubes will be in my neck - and there is no way I can cope with that - I have a lifelong `fear` of not liking my throat being touched in anyway.
I CANT READ ANYMORE - I genunely feel `sick, scared, stressed` - to be honest I would rather `take my chances`...and see what happens...it would also mean I would still be in control of my mind, body and soul.
The truth is that tomorrow...there is no way I can see myself going along with this triple heart bypass operation...or more importantly having to...and there is `hope on the horizon`...as at this moment in time...I have the `sniffles`...`sore throat`...and to undergo major surgery you must be 100% free of `infection and colds`.
And I owe this fact to DAVID BOWIE...I got soaked...snowed on and frozen stiff yesterday after my visit to the Bowie V and A exhibition. (which was BRILLIANT)
I think I will turn up at Basildon Hospital with my bag...moccasin slippers. PJ`s and new dressing gown...but I`m pretty sure - they will take one look - and send me home - that is what I`m hoping.
As I write I do have `chest pains` - but I think thats stress and down to reading that Heart Foundation Book - in a hour I`m planning to take a long walk in the snow - without my Crombie or Sheepskin - just to make sure my cold gets `worse`.
I am like a Essex version of Lindsay Lohan - I can always pull something `out of the bag` - and this time its the `common cold`.
There are many reasons I want to avoid the operationn - fear, cowardness (I admit) - but there are also other reasons.
In the past ten days - despite my `illness` I have been encouraged to `fight on` with my Campaign For Justice.
My batteries have been recharged.
Thanx to the 3517 documents I obtained from Essex County Council and the information contained all the allegations I made in December 2012 and January 2013 are now being investigated.
The new Head of ECC after intervention from my MP John Baron - has ordered a Independent Inquiry into my case (2005/2012).
All documentation relating to the investigation has been seen by my MP and signed by SAM, ADAM and myself.
We have confirmation of who will be leading inquiry - a person with NO connection to ECC - a leeter was received by us this week.
As was in writing - confirmation from The Bar Standards - The OJC and IPCC - that information obtained from the 3517 documents does give us strong enough `grounds` for the bent barrister, corrupt cops and the biased judge to be investigated.
NOW YOU KNOW why I cant risk going onto the operating table - FEAR is the main reason - but there are also other genuine reasons.
I also have the upcoming Court cases - Sam`a appeal - round one of Adam`s - my case against ECC/Social Services...all funded by the state because of my medical condition.
And let`s NOT forget my other Hearing at Basildon Court in May - my local Court - my local paper - my evidence - my `dream come true`.
I had lost heart (no pun intended) when I saw the impact of that Mothers Day picture. I honestly thought my work was done and although I`ve kept my promise to never again write about the porn movies, bedroom secrets and affairs of my ex-wife...I gave my `word` it`s a promise I wont break.
I can NOT risk losing the chance of stating on `home turf` - knowing it will be reported in the local paper...that my ex-wife ADMITTED on oath at in 2005 Southend County Court to starring in porn movies.
I have submitted the evidence to the Court - and will give copies to who-ever requires them. I can not risk the opportunity of stating on oath that my ex-wife willingly gave pornographic pictures of herself to Basildon Police - and then lied that I was connected to them.
She also falsely claimed that the porno clips of her on the Internet were also linked to me...as I will state in Court...I have legal letters that confirm "Mr Johnson was NOT involved in anyway with the pornographic pictures of Julie Johnson that she handed to the Police...and was NOT responsible for any of her porn clips that appear on the Internet"
I HAVE LIVED with that slur against my character for many years - and I can not risk my chance of `clearing my name`.
I told the Police I was "innocent" and suggested that her boyfriend Richard Grimson or others could of taken the pictures or posted film clips on the Internet - and I will repeat every word both on oath and in open Court.
Also the surgeon told me that If I have the operation on 26th March - that he cant promise I`ll be fit enough to appear in Court on May 1st...so again that is something else I have to consider.
Apart from fear of the op...and my life-long `FEAR` of hospitals...there is also my ego and character to consider.
I dont want to go out with a `whimper`...with `work` still to be done...as I said after Mothers Day - I have nothing else to say...or need to write about my ex-wife...as that picture "said it all" to my sons...but I still have to `right the wrongs` of ECC - Essex Social Services and Peter Brown.
I fought long and hard to obtain those 3517 documents - and it would be a `crime` if I didnt use them to get JUSTICE for my 3 children.
I want to go out with a BANG - I want to be both a Martyr and a cause celeb.
Tuesday, 12 March 2013
Revenge Is A Negative Energy
This is the final chapter and also the last time I will ever write about my ex-wife Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson).
From now on I will now only add content to my `teenage times` - the `Punk Years` and wonderful life before October 2004.
My change of heart is not because I`ve "seen the light" or been forced to `let go` - but because I`ve decided to `move on`.
Why?
Well as Rod Stewart sung "Every picture tells a story".
The honest answer - and with no offence to one of my `oldest friends` - please believe me - when I say "it`s nothing personal".
But the pictures I was sent just hours before Mothers Day...and of course one in particular...say more about the `lack of morals` and character of my skanky ex-wife then anything contained in the 3517 documents obtained from ECC...that were also "authentic and in black and white".
The truth is no sons - brought up as good traditional East End boys - would want to see such a vile picture of there mum...even a former mother - in fact - no genuine Cockney kids would approve of...or appreciate such a disgusting image.
So the fact is "my work is done".
Both boys knew she was a slag - call her a slag - had heard all the rumours about her immoral behaviour...the photographs confirmed everything...and a lot more.
So there is no longer any need for me to write about her pub stripping days...porno movies...her affairs with pervert grimson, tibbs, flemming, pj wellings and fat gary.
The fact is that one picture says far more about Julie Johnson the slut...then 3517 documents, a 100 revelations or another 1000 words written by me.
So for that reason I will now concentrate on other periods of my life - I have nothing else to say about my marraige or divorce.
If I die during my triple heart bypass operation - have a fatal `heart attack` - or just `pass away` quitely in my sleep - those pictures...like my books and her porno clips on the Internet will `live on` forever.
Copies of that picture have been forwarded to everyone I know - so in years to come it will still be in the public domain and available to my grandchildren.
Again no `disrespect` to one of my `oldest mates` - its not personal - but certain things are not acceptable in the minds of teenage boys brought up as traditional working class Eastenders...with `certain standards` and `old school values`.
East End boys do not want to see...even a `former mother`...degrading herself...and embarrassing them...by throwing herself at that `sort of person`.
They like me think its disgusting - and God only knows what my Dad would of thought?
I personally loved the picture as it provided a `Golden Bullet` for me to shoot down my enemy...and believe me I have used it - I have `milked it` for all its worth - since Saturday I have `fired` it "again and again" - and every single shot has hit the target.
Now this really is the final word on Julie Johnson - as I want to go out on a high - and that picture as far as my kids are concerned "says it all" - there is nothing more for me to say...except to quote some old hippy song from the 60s which states "a picture can always say more then a 1000 words".
Or as we say in the East End "banged to rights you slag".
The three of us didnt think you could sink much lower then the borderline paedophile and former pimp richard grimson - but that picture proves you are a `gutter slut` with no "self respect" and the morals of a `sewer rat`.
In June 2005 you `walked out` on your family and put a `child-abusing pervert` before your children and a picture published on Mothers Day 2013 CONFIRMED there will NEVER be any form of reunification.
Even when I`m dead and gone - those facts - plus the love, loyalty, respect SAM and ADAM have for me...means you will NEVER be reunited with my boys.
In death SAM and ADAM...as in life...will never betray me...they will always honour my memory.
From now on I will now only add content to my `teenage times` - the `Punk Years` and wonderful life before October 2004.
My change of heart is not because I`ve "seen the light" or been forced to `let go` - but because I`ve decided to `move on`.
Why?
Well as Rod Stewart sung "Every picture tells a story".
The honest answer - and with no offence to one of my `oldest friends` - please believe me - when I say "it`s nothing personal".
But the pictures I was sent just hours before Mothers Day...and of course one in particular...say more about the `lack of morals` and character of my skanky ex-wife then anything contained in the 3517 documents obtained from ECC...that were also "authentic and in black and white".
The truth is no sons - brought up as good traditional East End boys - would want to see such a vile picture of there mum...even a former mother - in fact - no genuine Cockney kids would approve of...or appreciate such a disgusting image.
So the fact is "my work is done".
Both boys knew she was a slag - call her a slag - had heard all the rumours about her immoral behaviour...the photographs confirmed everything...and a lot more.
So there is no longer any need for me to write about her pub stripping days...porno movies...her affairs with pervert grimson, tibbs, flemming, pj wellings and fat gary.
The fact is that one picture says far more about Julie Johnson the slut...then 3517 documents, a 100 revelations or another 1000 words written by me.
So for that reason I will now concentrate on other periods of my life - I have nothing else to say about my marraige or divorce.
If I die during my triple heart bypass operation - have a fatal `heart attack` - or just `pass away` quitely in my sleep - those pictures...like my books and her porno clips on the Internet will `live on` forever.
Copies of that picture have been forwarded to everyone I know - so in years to come it will still be in the public domain and available to my grandchildren.
Again no `disrespect` to one of my `oldest mates` - its not personal - but certain things are not acceptable in the minds of teenage boys brought up as traditional working class Eastenders...with `certain standards` and `old school values`.
East End boys do not want to see...even a `former mother`...degrading herself...and embarrassing them...by throwing herself at that `sort of person`.
They like me think its disgusting - and God only knows what my Dad would of thought?
I personally loved the picture as it provided a `Golden Bullet` for me to shoot down my enemy...and believe me I have used it - I have `milked it` for all its worth - since Saturday I have `fired` it "again and again" - and every single shot has hit the target.
Now this really is the final word on Julie Johnson - as I want to go out on a high - and that picture as far as my kids are concerned "says it all" - there is nothing more for me to say...except to quote some old hippy song from the 60s which states "a picture can always say more then a 1000 words".
Or as we say in the East End "banged to rights you slag".
The three of us didnt think you could sink much lower then the borderline paedophile and former pimp richard grimson - but that picture proves you are a `gutter slut` with no "self respect" and the morals of a `sewer rat`.
In June 2005 you `walked out` on your family and put a `child-abusing pervert` before your children and a picture published on Mothers Day 2013 CONFIRMED there will NEVER be any form of reunification.
Even when I`m dead and gone - those facts - plus the love, loyalty, respect SAM and ADAM have for me...means you will NEVER be reunited with my boys.
In death SAM and ADAM...as in life...will never betray me...they will always honour my memory.
Monday, 11 March 2013
My Work Is Done
My work is done so at long last I can "let go". I always knew that one day there would be a `Golden Bullet` but never in a million years did I expect to obtain enough ammunition to completely destroy the reputation of my enemy.
My autobiography has always been important - not to promote me - or to list my few triumphs and many failures - neither was it written because of an `obsession` with my ex-wife...it is true I `loved her to bits` and was `devasted` by her affairs - but I wrote my life story to expose a ECC cover-up and to reveal all about a perverted pimp and a former porn star.
I did not write it to get revenge against my ex-wife...it is true she stole my daughter...my house...my money...but if I had a gun with three bullets...immunity from prosecution...in fact a `licence to kill`...I would still not harm my ex-wife.
It is not in my nature to be `disloyal` - she wouldnt even be on the list - as `loyalty` just like `honesty` is part of my DNA.
I would I admit and with a big smile on my face - gladly put a bullet into the heads of richard grimson, sally griffin and ian huntley...I`m sure it would give me `great pleasure` and also make the world a better place...as like adolf hitler and ian brady they are pure scum.
Unfortunately we do not live in a world where good always triumphs over evil...or where society allows you to be judge and executioner...so its God and not me who must decide there fate...but hopefully all three will be struck down with incurrable diseases which result in slow and painful deaths.
If that sounds `harsh` or `cruel` - so be it - as those involved in child abuse deserve no mercy - there is no excuse for hurting innocent children.
At the weekend I was sent various pictures that made me think "Yes, yes, yes" as I knew they would `not amuse` my sons...and boy was I right about that.
The revelations in the 3517 ECC documents I obtained in September 2012 were `nothing` compared with the content of the photographs.
My boys knew she was a "slag" - they call her a "slag" - but these pictures provoked a reaction that money couldnt buy...it was without doubt a magic moment.
In June 2005 - at 3pm in the lounge of 22 Bridge Road - my youngest son caught her `half-naked` and `at it` with pervert richard grimson.
The boys know all about her affairs with grimson, fleming and tibbs...how Garry Bushell spotted her in a pub with pj wellings...and had been told by `friends parents` about various men...including the fat bald gary leaving her house in the early hours.
Over the years both have seen her in cars with different men - and many people reported seeing her kissing and flirting with various men in local pubs and clubs.
So they already knew what she was - but these pictures have captured her in `action` - both have seen things that teenage boys shouldnt see a mum (even a former mother) doing.
The youngest will NEVER forget what he saw in the lounge of 22 Bridge Road - the oldest will NEVER forget what he was told...and they will NEVER forget the content of the photographs.
In a way I felt `sorry` for the boys - as well as being angry - I could tell they were also `embarrassed` - its bad enough seeing your dad dance at a Wedding or family party - but for them to see her flaunting herself and being `touched` - I could see was not a very nice thing.
This is why I have done my best to make sure they have NOT been able to see her porn films or naked pictures on the Internet.
Can you imagine the `hurt` and `embarrassment`? I can which is why I would NEVER reveal the names of the various websites they appear on.
My eldest knows she made porn movies - I didnt tell him - but just after his 18th Birthday he asked to read The Punk Poet.
He was quite `upset` by some of the content - and `worried` about his mates reading it - but because he`s such a `caring person`...he was genuinely more concerned about friends of his younger brother finding out and `teasing` him at school.
But touch wood - although I do know for a fact that friends of both boys do know about her `porn past`...I dont think they have seen any clips on the Internet.
Clips that for-the-record do NOT have anything to do with me - I was investigated by the Police and cleared of all allegations.
She handed pornographic photos of herself to Basildon Police and `lied` that I had posted porno pictures and porno clips of her onto the Internet - of course I hadnt - as if LOL.
Since publishing The Punk Poet - I have been contacted by Emma Murray - a relative of pervert richard grimson - who informed me Julie contacted her on Facebook - the timed and dated email from Emma will soon be scanned and posted.
Also contacted by Nicholas Lightbown - who knew Julie during her pub stripping days - and who owns one of her porno movies - his timed and dated email has already been scanned and posted.
It also led to me being contacted by Ollie Dingwall and being sent this latest evidence...which I must say was dynamite.
The pictures really were `Golden Bullets` - both boys - like most East End boys `hate the police` - and there she is `touching` and being `touched` by the filth.
And of course one of the other pictures is `manna from heaven` - I will let the reader guess which one - but its a picture that the boys will NEVER forgive/forget and will of course go down in Johnson Family history...
My autobiography has always been important - not to promote me - or to list my few triumphs and many failures - neither was it written because of an `obsession` with my ex-wife...it is true I `loved her to bits` and was `devasted` by her affairs - but I wrote my life story to expose a ECC cover-up and to reveal all about a perverted pimp and a former porn star.
I did not write it to get revenge against my ex-wife...it is true she stole my daughter...my house...my money...but if I had a gun with three bullets...immunity from prosecution...in fact a `licence to kill`...I would still not harm my ex-wife.
It is not in my nature to be `disloyal` - she wouldnt even be on the list - as `loyalty` just like `honesty` is part of my DNA.
I would I admit and with a big smile on my face - gladly put a bullet into the heads of richard grimson, sally griffin and ian huntley...I`m sure it would give me `great pleasure` and also make the world a better place...as like adolf hitler and ian brady they are pure scum.
Unfortunately we do not live in a world where good always triumphs over evil...or where society allows you to be judge and executioner...so its God and not me who must decide there fate...but hopefully all three will be struck down with incurrable diseases which result in slow and painful deaths.
If that sounds `harsh` or `cruel` - so be it - as those involved in child abuse deserve no mercy - there is no excuse for hurting innocent children.
At the weekend I was sent various pictures that made me think "Yes, yes, yes" as I knew they would `not amuse` my sons...and boy was I right about that.
The revelations in the 3517 ECC documents I obtained in September 2012 were `nothing` compared with the content of the photographs.
My boys knew she was a "slag" - they call her a "slag" - but these pictures provoked a reaction that money couldnt buy...it was without doubt a magic moment.
In June 2005 - at 3pm in the lounge of 22 Bridge Road - my youngest son caught her `half-naked` and `at it` with pervert richard grimson.
The boys know all about her affairs with grimson, fleming and tibbs...how Garry Bushell spotted her in a pub with pj wellings...and had been told by `friends parents` about various men...including the fat bald gary leaving her house in the early hours.
Over the years both have seen her in cars with different men - and many people reported seeing her kissing and flirting with various men in local pubs and clubs.
So they already knew what she was - but these pictures have captured her in `action` - both have seen things that teenage boys shouldnt see a mum (even a former mother) doing.
The youngest will NEVER forget what he saw in the lounge of 22 Bridge Road - the oldest will NEVER forget what he was told...and they will NEVER forget the content of the photographs.
In a way I felt `sorry` for the boys - as well as being angry - I could tell they were also `embarrassed` - its bad enough seeing your dad dance at a Wedding or family party - but for them to see her flaunting herself and being `touched` - I could see was not a very nice thing.
This is why I have done my best to make sure they have NOT been able to see her porn films or naked pictures on the Internet.
Can you imagine the `hurt` and `embarrassment`? I can which is why I would NEVER reveal the names of the various websites they appear on.
My eldest knows she made porn movies - I didnt tell him - but just after his 18th Birthday he asked to read The Punk Poet.
He was quite `upset` by some of the content - and `worried` about his mates reading it - but because he`s such a `caring person`...he was genuinely more concerned about friends of his younger brother finding out and `teasing` him at school.
But touch wood - although I do know for a fact that friends of both boys do know about her `porn past`...I dont think they have seen any clips on the Internet.
Clips that for-the-record do NOT have anything to do with me - I was investigated by the Police and cleared of all allegations.
She handed pornographic photos of herself to Basildon Police and `lied` that I had posted porno pictures and porno clips of her onto the Internet - of course I hadnt - as if LOL.
Since publishing The Punk Poet - I have been contacted by Emma Murray - a relative of pervert richard grimson - who informed me Julie contacted her on Facebook - the timed and dated email from Emma will soon be scanned and posted.
Also contacted by Nicholas Lightbown - who knew Julie during her pub stripping days - and who owns one of her porno movies - his timed and dated email has already been scanned and posted.
It also led to me being contacted by Ollie Dingwall and being sent this latest evidence...which I must say was dynamite.
The pictures really were `Golden Bullets` - both boys - like most East End boys `hate the police` - and there she is `touching` and being `touched` by the filth.
And of course one of the other pictures is `manna from heaven` - I will let the reader guess which one - but its a picture that the boys will NEVER forgive/forget and will of course go down in Johnson Family history...
Sunday, 10 February 2013
Sex Aint Everything (not even with Julie Johnson)
I am I believe...a member of a `rare breed`...that being an older person who doesnt think of the past as a `Golden Age` or "the good old days".
As I get closer to staring death in the face - instead of wrapping myself in nostalga and becoming a `grumpy old man` with dinosaur views...I re-evaluate everything.
I honestly believe that apart from music and football - everything is better today then the past.
Nothing today compares to David Bowie or Georgie Best...but everything else is far superior to things in my day.
My views on marraige have changed - it is not all about sex - even when your wife is `drop dead gorgeous`.
At first I thought it was just `love` added to `lust`...but of course it is not.
The sex kept us together for 15 years - but then when I got `ill` and suffered with `stress` - which meant in the Summer of 2004 that I lost `interest`...what did my wife of 15 years do?
Did she understand?
Was she patient?
The answer is "no" to both questions - she got into the back of a car with Ian Fleming - jumped into bed with Peter Tibbs and started an affair with Richard Grimson.
For 15 years we had both been `happy` in the bedroom department - but on reflection was we really?
I believe whatever she says now - that at the beginning - she `loved me to bits` - and I admit to feeling the same.
But was that enough to keep us together for 15 years?
The truth is between 1989 and 2004 I never `cheated` - I might sound niave - but honestly believe that before June 2004 Julie was also Faithful - I truly believe that.
But the fact is - I admit that being faithful didnt make me a `Modern Day Saint` - I knew from day one that I loved her...fancied her...and was attracted to her.
I also knew that my character/personality got `bored` very easily - not just with partners - sex - but with everything in general.
This is why as early as possible I introduced Julie dressing up into our relationship.
I remember at first she wasnt keen about dressing up as a schoolgirl - she had `no problem` with the black stockings and pretending to be a slut...but at first wasnt keen on being a `sexy schoolgirl`.
She thought it was `perverted` - but I explained "perverts are grown men who like schoolgirls...they aresick scum but normal men like women to dress up in uniforms"
Hence the attraction of the School Dinners restaraunt in Soho - where page 3 girls would dress up as St Trinians schoolgirls/
As I get closer to staring death in the face - instead of wrapping myself in nostalga and becoming a `grumpy old man` with dinosaur views...I re-evaluate everything.
I honestly believe that apart from music and football - everything is better today then the past.
Nothing today compares to David Bowie or Georgie Best...but everything else is far superior to things in my day.
My views on marraige have changed - it is not all about sex - even when your wife is `drop dead gorgeous`.
At first I thought it was just `love` added to `lust`...but of course it is not.
The sex kept us together for 15 years - but then when I got `ill` and suffered with `stress` - which meant in the Summer of 2004 that I lost `interest`...what did my wife of 15 years do?
Did she understand?
Was she patient?
The answer is "no" to both questions - she got into the back of a car with Ian Fleming - jumped into bed with Peter Tibbs and started an affair with Richard Grimson.
For 15 years we had both been `happy` in the bedroom department - but on reflection was we really?
I believe whatever she says now - that at the beginning - she `loved me to bits` - and I admit to feeling the same.
But was that enough to keep us together for 15 years?
The truth is between 1989 and 2004 I never `cheated` - I might sound niave - but honestly believe that before June 2004 Julie was also Faithful - I truly believe that.
But the fact is - I admit that being faithful didnt make me a `Modern Day Saint` - I knew from day one that I loved her...fancied her...and was attracted to her.
I also knew that my character/personality got `bored` very easily - not just with partners - sex - but with everything in general.
This is why as early as possible I introduced Julie dressing up into our relationship.
I remember at first she wasnt keen about dressing up as a schoolgirl - she had `no problem` with the black stockings and pretending to be a slut...but at first wasnt keen on being a `sexy schoolgirl`.
She thought it was `perverted` - but I explained "perverts are grown men who like schoolgirls...they aresick scum but normal men like women to dress up in uniforms"
Hence the attraction of the School Dinners restaraunt in Soho - where page 3 girls would dress up as St Trinians schoolgirls/
Sunday, 27 January 2013
Saturday, 26 January 2013
JULIE JOHNSON Revealed (25th Jan 2013)
Last night was odd for many reasons...first...Sam and Adam didnt go out...then both they and there mates thrashed me at darts.
At about 10.15 I didnt feel very well...then when Heidi my favourite housemate got `booted out` of Celeb Big Brother...we switched over to the Graham Norton Show...but the guests weren`t much...so I logged onto Facebook.
And OMG did I get a `shock`?
At first I thought I was looking at a picture of Patsy Kensit...then for a second I thought "Its Julie Johnson"...was my mind `playing tricks` or was it the medication?
Was some-one having a laugh?
I was `confused`.
But both Sam and Adam confirmed it was in fact Julie Johnson - a `face from our past`...that the three of us used to know.
It felt really `odd`...although I have plenty of videos...photographs...and a dvd of Julie...in all her naked glory and acting dirty...I could not remember the last time I saw a normal picture of just her face.
Although Sam and Adam both said "it is her Dad"...I still had my doubts...although the blonde woman in the photo still looked `sexy`...had `fantastic hair`...and `great cheekbones`...there was something about the nose!
It honestly looked different to how I remembered...it looked bigger and was `sort of pointed` - maybe its grown because of all the lies she`s told since October 2004 ?
Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson) is the only woman I`ve ever met who tells more lies then the Kirsty character in Corrie!
I went to bed - but couldnt sleep - I `tossed and turned` thinking about Julie/the picture - and you can take that `both ways` LOL.
Just after 3am I gave up...made a cup of tea...and tried to `clear my mind` by watching `The Man Who Fell To Earth`.
Saturday Morning:
Who would send me a picture of Julie Johnson and why?
I sent various emails...made a phone call...and at last got to the Truth.
1. Yes it was Julie Johnson...the picture was genuine...and had not been sent to me by `mistake`.
2. The person who sent it had been `given` the picture by a former punk - the mother of a `friend of a friend` who knows some-one who works with Julie.
I felt like a modern day `Sherlock Holmes` getting my head around that. It seems the lady in question was reading The Punk Poet and couldnt believe a former porn star was working in the Basildon branch of Sainsburys...
3. It seems she...and then her friend...both sort of recognised Julie Johnson from the description of her in THE PUNK POET...but wanted clarification.
That book has done me a lot of favours.
(a) Emma Murray - a relative of perverted pimp Richard Grimson - contacted me after reading it - and revealed the Shrek lookalike had a 15-year history of `threatening and bullying` women and children.
(b) Nicholas Lightbown read it and revealed how he knew Julie from her pub stripping days in East London.
(c) Now another reader has sent me a photograph of Julie.
I of course being a journalist...who thinks like `Oliver Twist`...wants more...I have asked if there are any more photographs of Julie Johnson and ideally...with Peter Tibbs Jnr.
If there are - and they get sent to me - I will of course `publish them`.
At about 10.15 I didnt feel very well...then when Heidi my favourite housemate got `booted out` of Celeb Big Brother...we switched over to the Graham Norton Show...but the guests weren`t much...so I logged onto Facebook.
And OMG did I get a `shock`?
At first I thought I was looking at a picture of Patsy Kensit...then for a second I thought "Its Julie Johnson"...was my mind `playing tricks` or was it the medication?
Was some-one having a laugh?
I was `confused`.
But both Sam and Adam confirmed it was in fact Julie Johnson - a `face from our past`...that the three of us used to know.
It felt really `odd`...although I have plenty of videos...photographs...and a dvd of Julie...in all her naked glory and acting dirty...I could not remember the last time I saw a normal picture of just her face.
Although Sam and Adam both said "it is her Dad"...I still had my doubts...although the blonde woman in the photo still looked `sexy`...had `fantastic hair`...and `great cheekbones`...there was something about the nose!
It honestly looked different to how I remembered...it looked bigger and was `sort of pointed` - maybe its grown because of all the lies she`s told since October 2004 ?
Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson) is the only woman I`ve ever met who tells more lies then the Kirsty character in Corrie!
I went to bed - but couldnt sleep - I `tossed and turned` thinking about Julie/the picture - and you can take that `both ways` LOL.
Just after 3am I gave up...made a cup of tea...and tried to `clear my mind` by watching `The Man Who Fell To Earth`.
Saturday Morning:
Who would send me a picture of Julie Johnson and why?
I sent various emails...made a phone call...and at last got to the Truth.
1. Yes it was Julie Johnson...the picture was genuine...and had not been sent to me by `mistake`.
2. The person who sent it had been `given` the picture by a former punk - the mother of a `friend of a friend` who knows some-one who works with Julie.
I felt like a modern day `Sherlock Holmes` getting my head around that. It seems the lady in question was reading The Punk Poet and couldnt believe a former porn star was working in the Basildon branch of Sainsburys...
3. It seems she...and then her friend...both sort of recognised Julie Johnson from the description of her in THE PUNK POET...but wanted clarification.
That book has done me a lot of favours.
(a) Emma Murray - a relative of perverted pimp Richard Grimson - contacted me after reading it - and revealed the Shrek lookalike had a 15-year history of `threatening and bullying` women and children.
(b) Nicholas Lightbown read it and revealed how he knew Julie from her pub stripping days in East London.
(c) Now another reader has sent me a photograph of Julie.
I of course being a journalist...who thinks like `Oliver Twist`...wants more...I have asked if there are any more photographs of Julie Johnson and ideally...with Peter Tibbs Jnr.
If there are - and they get sent to me - I will of course `publish them`.
Saturday, 19 January 2013
Julie Johnson and Lance Armstrong
I was tempted to call this `The Bike and the Drug Cheat`...as I feel its about time that Julie does a `Lance Armstrong`...and either comes clean about her `porno past`...`stripping career` and serial adultery...or puts her `money where her mouth is` and takes me to Court.
Not the corrupt `two-bob` Family Court - where no evidence is required - but the proper `grown-up` High Court in London.
Where Judges require evidence and dont rely on lies. So Ms Julie Johnson of Shotgate Wickford Essex why dont you sue me for Slander?
If I`m telling lies about you - then get on a train to London - and submit a case against me at The High Court?
The cost about £250...surely that aint too much money to defend your reputation? It`s only `money down the drain`...if I`m telling the truth...think about it!
I am challenging you to `sue for slander`...`defamation of character` and `libel`.
Most women if they were being `falsely accused` of being a former `Pub stripper`...`Porno Star`...`Girlfriend of a child-abusing pimp` and `serial adulterer` would sue.
So why dont you?
I have evidence to support all my allegations against you...this includes timed and dated documents...pictures and video clips on the Internet.
Most female readers - including Julie Johnson herself - will probably think I`m being a bit of a `bastard` for revealing her past and our bedroom secrets...but in my defence Julie `stole` my daughter...my house and protected a paedophile.
Also I dont have long to live - so I have to speak out - I will because of the evil lies of Julie Johnson go to my grave without seeing my daughter...so I believe I have every right to reveal everything that `turned her on` in the bedroom.
I am going to describe everything she liked...from the dressing up...to handcuffs...to being tied-up...and put everything on-the-record.
I`m also going to reveal the plots and storylines of all her porn movies.
Sam is `not happy` because he`s embarrassed by his mates knowing she was a PORN Actress - but he understands that it has to be done.
Not the corrupt `two-bob` Family Court - where no evidence is required - but the proper `grown-up` High Court in London.
Where Judges require evidence and dont rely on lies. So Ms Julie Johnson of Shotgate Wickford Essex why dont you sue me for Slander?
If I`m telling lies about you - then get on a train to London - and submit a case against me at The High Court?
The cost about £250...surely that aint too much money to defend your reputation? It`s only `money down the drain`...if I`m telling the truth...think about it!
I am challenging you to `sue for slander`...`defamation of character` and `libel`.
Most women if they were being `falsely accused` of being a former `Pub stripper`...`Porno Star`...`Girlfriend of a child-abusing pimp` and `serial adulterer` would sue.
So why dont you?
I have evidence to support all my allegations against you...this includes timed and dated documents...pictures and video clips on the Internet.
Most female readers - including Julie Johnson herself - will probably think I`m being a bit of a `bastard` for revealing her past and our bedroom secrets...but in my defence Julie `stole` my daughter...my house and protected a paedophile.
Also I dont have long to live - so I have to speak out - I will because of the evil lies of Julie Johnson go to my grave without seeing my daughter...so I believe I have every right to reveal everything that `turned her on` in the bedroom.
I am going to describe everything she liked...from the dressing up...to handcuffs...to being tied-up...and put everything on-the-record.
I`m also going to reveal the plots and storylines of all her porn movies.
Sam is `not happy` because he`s embarrassed by his mates knowing she was a PORN Actress - but he understands that it has to be done.
Friday, 18 January 2013
Thursday, 17 January 2013
Anouncement: It`s A Triple Heart Bypass Or Death
Here is the news that my ex-wife has been waiting to hear since October 2004 and her parents since November 1990.
It is now official..."I dont have long to live"
Basildon Hospital.
Monday 14th January was without doubt the "worst day of my life" as at 3pm...I was given two options...those being;
1. "Mr Johnson will you agree to a triple-heart bypass?"
2. "If you refuse...I`m sorry...but you are living on borrowed time...your last attack was your final warning"
I could feel myself `crumbling/feeling feint`...the nurse said I went as `white as a sheet`...and the next thing I remember is `waking-up` on the examination table and being given a glass of water.
It is only now (5pm Thursday) that I feel `wll enough` to write this Chapter.
The fact is I wasnt sure what to do...then the Consultant...showed me film of my heart...from when I had the camera inserted during my stay at Southend Hospital.
He said: "Your condition is serious...three of your arteries are damaged...including the main one"
According to him my main artery which should be as thick as the plastic ink file in a Bic Pen...is not much wider then a human hair.
I was weighing up my options...then he told me about the procedure...in great detail...and again I felt like `passing out`.
1. It is a major operation.
2. You could die on the operating table
3. The odds are 1 in a 100 for a straightforward bypass
4. But for a Triple Bypass...nationally the odds are as high as 25%
5. At Basildon the odds are 10%
6. You can have a heart attack during surgery
If you survive:
1. You will wake-up in the Critical Care Ward
2. You will be attached to a monitor...drips...tubes and drains
3. You will have a tube in your mouth
4. You will have a tube in your `wotsit`
5. You will have three tubes in your chest
6. You will have tubes in your neck and wrist
7. You will be connected to a pump...ECG...ventilator and temporary pacemaker
And guess what? YOU WILL BE IN A LOT OF PAIN.
I said "Thank you very much" and declined the offer of a life-saving operation.
The Consultant would not take "No" for an answer - but we agreed - after much persussion - to pencil me in case I changed my mind...and today just before 3pm I agreed to have the operation.
Arriving home Monday evening was `terrible`...as I had to face Sam and Adam...what would/should I tell my sons?
Before going to hospital - Sam joked: "Be brave...remember Emily`s mum works there...so dont show me up"
I didnt as none of the nurses...although very nice...were stunning blondes like Emily or looked anything like Sam`s friend.
So I think I got away with it.
I put the `best spin` on it for Adam...because even though he`s 18 now...and much to his annoyance sometimes...I still think of him as `Adam Ant`...and worse treat him like little `Adam Ant`...but the truth is even though he is now a young adult and Eighteen I just couldnt tell him the truth.
He was getting `upset` enough by the `censored` version so `God Knows` how he`d react if told all the gory details?
About 15 minutes later Sam came in...and I was literally `saved by the bell`...my friend Sue was at the door wanting to know how I got on.
As the three of us stood in the kitchen...the old showman and joker in me `kicked in`...I was doing my best to convince them all was `fine`.
I said "The funny thing is when I got there I was surrounded by old men dressed in M&S trousers...Millets jackets and Clarks shoes...It was like a OAP tea dance"
Not exactly hilarious I admit - but at least I could deflect their questions...I told how the Consultant kept staring at me when I entered the room...saying "Are you the Garry Johnson I`m meant to see - you look far too young?"
Adding "Your heart looks a lot older then you"
The point is by waffling on - making jokes - talking tosh - I managed to carry it off - as three days later SAM and ADAM are still no wiser about my condition.
To be honest I have since Monday been in a bit of a trance...no TV...no computer...no phone calls..no emails..no letters.
I aint watched no football on SKY - not even West Ham/Man Utd on ITV.
No dvds - no cds - couldnt be bothered...couldnt concentrate...all I`ve watched is Big Brother...trying to workout if Heidi...is `good or bad`.
It might be the medication - but the more I see the more I like...I love the way she is 100% loyal to her `old man`...and totally in her own world/bubble.
She is devoted to him - without being a `doormat`...I hope she wins.
Today is the first day I`ve sorted my paperwork...looked at my emails...answered the phone...gone out...visited the library...gone into Basildon...posted my letters.
But I still feel `odd`...non-stop pain in my chest...from `flutterings` to `severe`...but as they say "life goes on".
Saturday, 12 January 2013
Rock and Roll Suicide - My Death
Those are the two David Bowie songs I want played at my funeral.
And as I reach `the final curtain` (maybe 48 hours from now)...I have death on my mind - I have hardly slept for a week...and instead re-lived my past remembering `magic moments`.
I have come to the conclusion that I have always been a follower...rather then a leader...and that responsbility did not fit my character.
At school I was the happy `right-hand man` of Vere Bishop...as a `Party animal` I was `in the shadow` of Hughie Gadson...as a writer I was under the influence of Garry Bushell...and for 15 years I played `second fiddle` to Julie Johnson.
I aint complaining...I was never a `doormat`...but throughout my life I always needed to be a `Number Two`.
Was this because I`m lazy?- "yes"
Was it because I could never make decisions? - "yes"
Is it because I get `easily bored` when left to my own devices? - "yes"
I have always enjoyed being a "rebel"...it is not a act...it is part of my DNA.
At school, Remand Homes, Detention Centre, Approved School, Special Unit, Borstal - I was always a rebel...and hungout with the `bad boys`.
I remember being at Kidlington DC - and my best mate was a character called Roy Heath...who we all called Ted...even at Fourteen...you could tell he was gonna be a `face...I have Googled him...and as a adult went onto become one of the biggest gangsters in West London.
Another character was a black bloke called Leebert Chambers from White Hart Lane..he was a `nutter` and on one occassion we escaped and jumped the train from Hertford...to I think Tottenham Hale...and dropped in on his relatives.
The place had pictures of Mohammed Ali all over the place - lost touch - but no doubt he`s still a naughty boy!
I was always attracted to like minded souls.
I enjoyed being a `teenage tearaway` - where the main attractions/activities for the gang was football...stealing cars...I was always a passenger - robbing shops - breaking into places - and getting girls round to empty houses.
But as soon as I heard Ziggy Stardust I was bored with all that...I wanted proper excitement...I wanted to be David Bowie.
I dumped all my old gang - except for Vere - stopped being a Skinhead...and started going to Pop concerts - Bowie...Roxy Music...Mott The Hoople...Cockney Rebel...Rod Stewart.
Now Ziggy Stardust was my God...but Rod Stewart was my Number Two.
I loved everything about David Bowie...had the Ziggy haircut...dyed red and orange...but because of my `big nose`...I eventually decided on looking like Rod...but I told people...myself included that it was a `Mick Ronson`.
Bowie was number one for music...drugs...fashion...but I was attracted to Rod because of his love of Blondes and Football.
Both have been a life-long passion of mine.
But part of me was still a `teenage tearaway` - "you can take the boy out of the gang - but cant take the gang out of the boy"...or something like that.
As much as I wanted to be a rock and roller and get into showbiz - I couldnt stop being a massive fan of The Kray Twins and The Great Train Robbers.
Once a fan - always a fan - as loyalty is part of my DNA.
When I joined Sounds as a writer I refused to say anything bad about my Heroes - once a David Bowie review was threatened with the `axe` because it read like a fan letter - but I refused to back down...I still have the cutting in my scrap book.
One thing has been with me all my life and that is LOYALTY.
Take my ex-wife...she has lied about me...stolen my daughter...my house...all my money...and got me locked-up in Bellmarsh prison by telling lies.
She tried to seperate me from my sons - but I could never lie about her - as that would be disloyal "to what we once had"
I would never be disloyal to her...Garry Bushell...Hughie Gadson or Vere Bishop.
Next to `grassing` ...the `act of betrayal` is the biggest crime in the world.
If some-one asked me to describe the `looks` of Julie Johnson...I would have to be honest...and say that "her face is in my opinion the best I have ever seen"
True most page 3 girls have a better figure - as does Amanda Holdern and Ola Jordan - but none come close when it comes to `faces`.
I have always been attracted to blonde hair...pretty faces...and slim figures...anything above a size 10 has never appealed.
Now TVs Holly Willoughby - beautiful face - lovely hair - but lets be honest `big bum` and footballers legs...why doesnt she diet?
But Julie Johnson has the perfect face and hair - I was hooked and attracted by both the first time I set eyes on her - and the attraction never died.
Dont make her a `nice person` - which she isnt anymore - and hasnt been since September 2004 - but that face will always be Number One in my book.
Why do I keep mentioning my ex-wife?
Well as I`m writing a sort of "goodbye" letter and setting out my legacy...I have to mention the peope who made the biggest inpact on my life.
And the reason I mention Julie Johnson the most - is because although Garry Bushell and Hughie Gadson also influenced my life more then any others - I never shagged them - or loved them in a physical way.
My other major influences were David Bowie...Rod Stewart...Georgie Best and The Kray Twins...but I never slept with them either.
The fact is although born a Cockney Rebel...being a former teenage tearaway...rock and roll wild child...and Punk Poet...I am also a `old romantic`.
I have only loved one woman and that was Julie Johnson - she was `the love of my life`...and I will not lie to erase that fact from my legacy.
Lying does not get you anywhere. I was throughout 2011 `friends` with a very pretty girl...she was a single mum-of-two and only 23...she was not blonde...and looked a `slim` version of the Whitney character from Eastenders.
I of course `lied` about my age - took 15 years off and `got away with it` LOL...it is easily done because I do look `very good` for my age...but in December the local paper printed a story about me...and mentioned my AGE.
I tried to `bluff it`...but although young...she was not stupid...and aint spoke to me since...I saw her in Basildon before Xmas...she was taking her kids to see Santa...but she `blanked me` LOL.
Previously...I was `friends` with a very pretty 29-year-old woman from Pitsea...a "bloody disaster"...great fun at first...but she turned out to be a `nutter`...she was "Bi-polar"...and according to FB... a `schoolfriend-of-a-friend` of my ex-wife.
The first time was `a bit of fun` as I turned on the charm...and told all my stories...but the 2nd and last time were a `nightmare`.
1. A mexican restaurant in Southend - great laugh - but the next day I went into the Wickford Halifax...and the bloke behaind the counter said "I saw you last night" - I was so embarrassed - I dont know why but I felt as if I`d `cheated` on my wife.
2. This time an Indian in Southend - within minutes I was bored - and when she went off to the loo - I found myself wanting it to be Julie who came back to the table and not her.
3. A pub in Southend - why did I turn up? She phoned - we met she looked `better then ever` - but was a bit `out of it`...I cant stand `drunk` or `weird women`...plus however good she looked - she werent Julie was she?
After about 30 minutes I said I was going "to the gents" and sneaked out the door.
I did feel bad...but..
(a) She told me she was bi-polar
(b) I think she was older then 29 - cos she kept going on about her age
(c) I got bored
Since Julie - I did sort of `fall in love`...`and fall for` a woman I thought looked like both Ola Jordan and Amanda Holdern...she was a very nice person...but was also married.
I was also very briefly `friendly` with a woman from Rayleigh - divorced but had 3 kids - can you imagine...`worst bloody nightmare`.
The thing is with Julie I `punched above my weight` looks-wise...and I would never get involved with another woman because I have SAM and ADAM...and I know they wouldnt approve.
If I was an animal...I`d be a "swan"...as they only fall in love `once`.
With Julie I did believe I`d met my `soul mate`...It was "lust at first sight"...that quickly turned to `love`...well sort of...cos I dont think anyone really knows what `love` is.
But for me it werent just fancying her like `mad`...it was liking her `sense of humour`...`personality` and enjoying her company.
Also is `true love` when the lust doesnt die?
Example:
I remember `slow-dancing` with Julie at a party...and I dont know the `proper term`...but half-way through her friend Denise...sort of `cut in`...and I was suddenly dancing with her...and as I`d been close-up to Julie I had a `hard-on`and Denise felt it LOL.
We both laughed - and I joked I had a torch in my pocket...I remember Denise telling Julie...and others LOL.
The point of the story - this was about 10 years after we`d met...thus proving..in my book...despite by that time having had 2 kids...Julie still turned me on.
That was I believe NOT just cos I loved her/fancied her...but because her dressing up...the porn movies...stopped me from being `bored`.
I never `cheated` betwen 1989-2005...was never `tempted`...because Julie would stop me getting `bored` by dressing up and pretending to be some-one else.
I didnt need to `cheat`...as Julie would be my `bit on the side`...when she dressed up as a Policewoman...sexy schoolgirl...naughty nurse...or hooker.
Although I loved her...and no other person ever got so close to me...there was one thing that always made me feel uncomfortable.
I did not like her coming into the bathroom...and having a `wee`...while I was in the bath or having a shave...at 64 Chestnut Road we had a `upstairs and a downstairs toilet`...but she still did it.
It`s strange because we both licked every variety of yogurt...chocolate sauce...strawberrys...and `god knows what else` off each others private parts...but that one thing `turned my stomach`.
Away from `The Joys of Sex`...just as Garry Bushell taught me how to write reviews and articles...it was Julie who taught me how to use a computer.
She went to Night School with her friend Denise...and then showed me what to do...so in many ways I will always be grateful to her.
That is why despite everything...I always remain loyal...the fact is...if Julie needed a kidney...or whatever I would give her mine...that is just the way I am.
She would not give me `the time of day` LOL...but I would willingly give her my blood...because she is the mother of my 3 children...three times Julie gave me the `greatest gift` a woman can give a man.
I`d also give blood and a kidney to my kids...and also Garry Bushell.
I have hardly slept for over a week...and as well as writing...I have been playing old CDs and watching my favourite DVD comedies.
The Office...Only Fools And Horses...Ever Decreasing Circles remind me of Julie.
Minder reminds me of Garry Bushell.
The only favourite that has no links with my past is The Inbetweeners - because it isnt pre-2005...to me it is a masterpiece...and as with Fawlty Towers I can watch every single epsode `again and again`.
As I said to Sam yesterday - "I cant watch all of the episode set in a OAP home - I have to fast forward certain clips"
Is this because I`ve never liked `old people`...they bore me...or is it because I`m "scared" of growing old...which brings me back to my heart condition.
If I have the operation - it wont cure me - it wont stop me growing old - so why bother to put myself through such major surgery?
The Doctors can prolong life - but can not improve it - once you have a dodgy ticker - you have it for always and forever.
Monday January 14th:
12pm (High-noon)
I will probably turn up for the pre-op stuff...can handle the 3/4 hours of tests...but not sure about the actual operation.
They can not force me to sign the consent form.
If it wasnt for SAM and ADAM...I wouldnt bother with any of it...I have told them not to visit...as I dont want them to see me with wires and tubes coming out of my body.
The fact is throughout my life I always wanted to be `other people`...and the "two of me" (in-joke) never knew who I was LOL.
And as I reach `the final curtain` (maybe 48 hours from now)...I have death on my mind - I have hardly slept for a week...and instead re-lived my past remembering `magic moments`.
I have come to the conclusion that I have always been a follower...rather then a leader...and that responsbility did not fit my character.
At school I was the happy `right-hand man` of Vere Bishop...as a `Party animal` I was `in the shadow` of Hughie Gadson...as a writer I was under the influence of Garry Bushell...and for 15 years I played `second fiddle` to Julie Johnson.
I aint complaining...I was never a `doormat`...but throughout my life I always needed to be a `Number Two`.
Was this because I`m lazy?- "yes"
Was it because I could never make decisions? - "yes"
Is it because I get `easily bored` when left to my own devices? - "yes"
I have always enjoyed being a "rebel"...it is not a act...it is part of my DNA.
At school, Remand Homes, Detention Centre, Approved School, Special Unit, Borstal - I was always a rebel...and hungout with the `bad boys`.
I remember being at Kidlington DC - and my best mate was a character called Roy Heath...who we all called Ted...even at Fourteen...you could tell he was gonna be a `face...I have Googled him...and as a adult went onto become one of the biggest gangsters in West London.
Another character was a black bloke called Leebert Chambers from White Hart Lane..he was a `nutter` and on one occassion we escaped and jumped the train from Hertford...to I think Tottenham Hale...and dropped in on his relatives.
The place had pictures of Mohammed Ali all over the place - lost touch - but no doubt he`s still a naughty boy!
I was always attracted to like minded souls.
I enjoyed being a `teenage tearaway` - where the main attractions/activities for the gang was football...stealing cars...I was always a passenger - robbing shops - breaking into places - and getting girls round to empty houses.
But as soon as I heard Ziggy Stardust I was bored with all that...I wanted proper excitement...I wanted to be David Bowie.
I dumped all my old gang - except for Vere - stopped being a Skinhead...and started going to Pop concerts - Bowie...Roxy Music...Mott The Hoople...Cockney Rebel...Rod Stewart.
Now Ziggy Stardust was my God...but Rod Stewart was my Number Two.
I loved everything about David Bowie...had the Ziggy haircut...dyed red and orange...but because of my `big nose`...I eventually decided on looking like Rod...but I told people...myself included that it was a `Mick Ronson`.
Bowie was number one for music...drugs...fashion...but I was attracted to Rod because of his love of Blondes and Football.
Both have been a life-long passion of mine.
But part of me was still a `teenage tearaway` - "you can take the boy out of the gang - but cant take the gang out of the boy"...or something like that.
As much as I wanted to be a rock and roller and get into showbiz - I couldnt stop being a massive fan of The Kray Twins and The Great Train Robbers.
Once a fan - always a fan - as loyalty is part of my DNA.
When I joined Sounds as a writer I refused to say anything bad about my Heroes - once a David Bowie review was threatened with the `axe` because it read like a fan letter - but I refused to back down...I still have the cutting in my scrap book.
One thing has been with me all my life and that is LOYALTY.
Take my ex-wife...she has lied about me...stolen my daughter...my house...all my money...and got me locked-up in Bellmarsh prison by telling lies.
She tried to seperate me from my sons - but I could never lie about her - as that would be disloyal "to what we once had"
I would never be disloyal to her...Garry Bushell...Hughie Gadson or Vere Bishop.
Next to `grassing` ...the `act of betrayal` is the biggest crime in the world.
If some-one asked me to describe the `looks` of Julie Johnson...I would have to be honest...and say that "her face is in my opinion the best I have ever seen"
True most page 3 girls have a better figure - as does Amanda Holdern and Ola Jordan - but none come close when it comes to `faces`.
I have always been attracted to blonde hair...pretty faces...and slim figures...anything above a size 10 has never appealed.
Now TVs Holly Willoughby - beautiful face - lovely hair - but lets be honest `big bum` and footballers legs...why doesnt she diet?
But Julie Johnson has the perfect face and hair - I was hooked and attracted by both the first time I set eyes on her - and the attraction never died.
Dont make her a `nice person` - which she isnt anymore - and hasnt been since September 2004 - but that face will always be Number One in my book.
Why do I keep mentioning my ex-wife?
Well as I`m writing a sort of "goodbye" letter and setting out my legacy...I have to mention the peope who made the biggest inpact on my life.
And the reason I mention Julie Johnson the most - is because although Garry Bushell and Hughie Gadson also influenced my life more then any others - I never shagged them - or loved them in a physical way.
My other major influences were David Bowie...Rod Stewart...Georgie Best and The Kray Twins...but I never slept with them either.
The fact is although born a Cockney Rebel...being a former teenage tearaway...rock and roll wild child...and Punk Poet...I am also a `old romantic`.
I have only loved one woman and that was Julie Johnson - she was `the love of my life`...and I will not lie to erase that fact from my legacy.
Lying does not get you anywhere. I was throughout 2011 `friends` with a very pretty girl...she was a single mum-of-two and only 23...she was not blonde...and looked a `slim` version of the Whitney character from Eastenders.
I of course `lied` about my age - took 15 years off and `got away with it` LOL...it is easily done because I do look `very good` for my age...but in December the local paper printed a story about me...and mentioned my AGE.
I tried to `bluff it`...but although young...she was not stupid...and aint spoke to me since...I saw her in Basildon before Xmas...she was taking her kids to see Santa...but she `blanked me` LOL.
Previously...I was `friends` with a very pretty 29-year-old woman from Pitsea...a "bloody disaster"...great fun at first...but she turned out to be a `nutter`...she was "Bi-polar"...and according to FB... a `schoolfriend-of-a-friend` of my ex-wife.
The first time was `a bit of fun` as I turned on the charm...and told all my stories...but the 2nd and last time were a `nightmare`.
1. A mexican restaurant in Southend - great laugh - but the next day I went into the Wickford Halifax...and the bloke behaind the counter said "I saw you last night" - I was so embarrassed - I dont know why but I felt as if I`d `cheated` on my wife.
2. This time an Indian in Southend - within minutes I was bored - and when she went off to the loo - I found myself wanting it to be Julie who came back to the table and not her.
3. A pub in Southend - why did I turn up? She phoned - we met she looked `better then ever` - but was a bit `out of it`...I cant stand `drunk` or `weird women`...plus however good she looked - she werent Julie was she?
After about 30 minutes I said I was going "to the gents" and sneaked out the door.
I did feel bad...but..
(a) She told me she was bi-polar
(b) I think she was older then 29 - cos she kept going on about her age
(c) I got bored
Since Julie - I did sort of `fall in love`...`and fall for` a woman I thought looked like both Ola Jordan and Amanda Holdern...she was a very nice person...but was also married.
I was also very briefly `friendly` with a woman from Rayleigh - divorced but had 3 kids - can you imagine...`worst bloody nightmare`.
The thing is with Julie I `punched above my weight` looks-wise...and I would never get involved with another woman because I have SAM and ADAM...and I know they wouldnt approve.
If I was an animal...I`d be a "swan"...as they only fall in love `once`.
With Julie I did believe I`d met my `soul mate`...It was "lust at first sight"...that quickly turned to `love`...well sort of...cos I dont think anyone really knows what `love` is.
But for me it werent just fancying her like `mad`...it was liking her `sense of humour`...`personality` and enjoying her company.
Also is `true love` when the lust doesnt die?
Example:
I remember `slow-dancing` with Julie at a party...and I dont know the `proper term`...but half-way through her friend Denise...sort of `cut in`...and I was suddenly dancing with her...and as I`d been close-up to Julie I had a `hard-on`and Denise felt it LOL.
We both laughed - and I joked I had a torch in my pocket...I remember Denise telling Julie...and others LOL.
The point of the story - this was about 10 years after we`d met...thus proving..in my book...despite by that time having had 2 kids...Julie still turned me on.
That was I believe NOT just cos I loved her/fancied her...but because her dressing up...the porn movies...stopped me from being `bored`.
I never `cheated` betwen 1989-2005...was never `tempted`...because Julie would stop me getting `bored` by dressing up and pretending to be some-one else.
I didnt need to `cheat`...as Julie would be my `bit on the side`...when she dressed up as a Policewoman...sexy schoolgirl...naughty nurse...or hooker.
Although I loved her...and no other person ever got so close to me...there was one thing that always made me feel uncomfortable.
I did not like her coming into the bathroom...and having a `wee`...while I was in the bath or having a shave...at 64 Chestnut Road we had a `upstairs and a downstairs toilet`...but she still did it.
It`s strange because we both licked every variety of yogurt...chocolate sauce...strawberrys...and `god knows what else` off each others private parts...but that one thing `turned my stomach`.
Away from `The Joys of Sex`...just as Garry Bushell taught me how to write reviews and articles...it was Julie who taught me how to use a computer.
She went to Night School with her friend Denise...and then showed me what to do...so in many ways I will always be grateful to her.
That is why despite everything...I always remain loyal...the fact is...if Julie needed a kidney...or whatever I would give her mine...that is just the way I am.
She would not give me `the time of day` LOL...but I would willingly give her my blood...because she is the mother of my 3 children...three times Julie gave me the `greatest gift` a woman can give a man.
I`d also give blood and a kidney to my kids...and also Garry Bushell.
I have hardly slept for over a week...and as well as writing...I have been playing old CDs and watching my favourite DVD comedies.
The Office...Only Fools And Horses...Ever Decreasing Circles remind me of Julie.
Minder reminds me of Garry Bushell.
The only favourite that has no links with my past is The Inbetweeners - because it isnt pre-2005...to me it is a masterpiece...and as with Fawlty Towers I can watch every single epsode `again and again`.
As I said to Sam yesterday - "I cant watch all of the episode set in a OAP home - I have to fast forward certain clips"
Is this because I`ve never liked `old people`...they bore me...or is it because I`m "scared" of growing old...which brings me back to my heart condition.
If I have the operation - it wont cure me - it wont stop me growing old - so why bother to put myself through such major surgery?
The Doctors can prolong life - but can not improve it - once you have a dodgy ticker - you have it for always and forever.
Monday January 14th:
12pm (High-noon)
I will probably turn up for the pre-op stuff...can handle the 3/4 hours of tests...but not sure about the actual operation.
They can not force me to sign the consent form.
If it wasnt for SAM and ADAM...I wouldnt bother with any of it...I have told them not to visit...as I dont want them to see me with wires and tubes coming out of my body.
The fact is throughout my life I always wanted to be `other people`...and the "two of me" (in-joke) never knew who I was LOL.
Friday, 11 January 2013
Sally Prevost Is Not The Cousin of Porn Star Julie Johnson
As I told the Police earlier in the week Sally Prevost (Griffin/Griffins) is not the cousin of my ex-wife Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson).
She is my former cousin as her mother is the sister of my mum.
This got me thinking...as I stated to the Officer handling my complaint "If Julie Johnson can lie about a simple thing like that - then surely it casts doubt on anything else she says"
I went on..."in her statement Julie claims I sent a novel to her cousin Sally Prevost"
(a) I never sent her a novel
(b) She isnt the cousin of Julie Johnson
(c) Please can I see the package.jiffy bag or whatever the novel was meant to be sent in? I want it produced for the IPCC...if it excists it will contain my DNA...fingerprints...handwriting.
This lie of Julie Johnson...just one of her many false allegations to the Police and others...convinced me I had been correct in always writing the 100% TRUTH about everything.
Be it...Julie...her perverted boyfriend grimson...fleming...our divorce...my past...the marriage...her porn movies...affairs...her STD...the Police...my 15 years of love for her...(from Day 1 to Final Day) where I never cheated or was even tempted to cheat.
I have in every Chapter of this book and in THE PUNK POET always told the 100% truth.
Drugs:
I`ve already confessed that on a few occassions I did `indulge` after promising Julie I would not...I did not have to admit that...but you cant write a frank and honest autobiography if you dont tell the truth.
The reason I can remember each occassion that I `gave in` is because they happened so rarely.
1. A couple of lines at the Wedding reception...I did so because it was on offer...and to be honest didnt have the `will-power` or desire to say "No".
But it wasnt to get high...I needed it to cope...I was for the first time since the age of 13 in the same room as my mum and dad.
I hated every moment...I could not drink as it would of `loosened my tongue`...and I would have told them exactly what I thought of them.
"Fifteen years of hurt" would of come out into the open with both barrels blasting.
The truth is I never recovered from that day and being under the same roof as the people who `walked out` on me as a child...and to make matters worse...there partners...who were NOT my `step-parents`...also in the same room.
As I wrote before...I always blamed Julie for putting me in that position...but MUST add...for-the-record she did NOT do it with any form of malice or hatred in her heart.
I believe she sincerely thought...what she was doing was `for the best`.
But the fact is before Julie got involved...I had NEVER before been in the same room as my parents since the day they both `fucked off`...and that`s the way I liked it.
In fact...I aint got a diary...or documentary proof...but I would say...before my Wedding Day...I hardly ever saw my parents.
Dad: About about 30 times in 15 years.
Mum: About 20 times in the same period.
One Christmas with both - though each time I dissapeared on Xmas Eve.
Those are facts and reasons (but no excuse) as to why I had a few snorts.
2. I`ve already admitted indulging at a Funeral of my mates dad...and that I was given a couple of grams when I left.
3. But I only took it when Julie wasnt there...I remember she want on her holiday with her nice/respectable friend Sara/Sarah Balldock/Baldoc...and I hardly slept or ate for a week.
4. I think I mentioned - cant be bothered to read earlier Chapter - that I did indulge at the Zit Launch Party at The Phoenix Apollo in Stratford - again this involved Hughie Gadson - doesnt it always LOL.
I remember it was `great gear` and I was `up` for having a laugh...I remember Julie getting the `hump`...no...she didnt twig I was on drugs...but werent happy cos I was `flirting` with and went outside...with...some gorgeous Black girl...who from memory was a `black Marilyn Monroe` impersonator...dont laugh that is 100% true,
Another occassion also involves the Phoenix Apollo and Vincent Baldock/Baldoc - bird-bandit and brother of Sara/Sarah.
I dont know why we were there this time...but Vince gave me a gram of Speed.
From memory there was about 12-20 people having a meal...and some `stuck-up` pretty...but not a stunning girl...giving it `large` and acting like she was `Gods gift to men`.
I remember that once the booze and speed `kicked-in` - I verbally slaughtered her - she didnt realise I had mixed with proper `stunners` and Page 3 girls at places like Stringfellows and The Limelight...and was not at all `impressed` with her boasting or self-belief that she was a "stunner"
From memory I think Vince was trying to pull her...she was playing hard-to-get...and I stuck-up for a mate who`d just given me a gram of speed.
I liked Vince...despite the fact he was a NF supporter...he was a `Jack the lad` and a bit of a `charmer`...now when I say he supported the National Front...I do not know that as a `fact`...it was just something Julie told me.
According to Julie...he also had a younger sister...(cant remember her name)...who went out with a black guy...and had his baby...dont know if that`s fact or fiction...as I never met the girl...but according to Julie...if was true.
Julie claimed Vince did not approve...and that once...I think she said `outside Walthamstow Bus Station` or down Walthamstow Market...he spotted his sister with a black bloke...jumped out of a car...and bundled his sister into back of it.
True or false?
All I know is that I liked the fella cos he loved West Ham and was a bit of a speedfreak.
But Julie could well of been `lying`...just as she lied that Sally Prevost/Griffins/Griffin was her cousin.
She did have cousins - but unlike the Ginger bow-wow...they were mixed-race.
According to Julie...the sister of her dad...married a Black geezer - and for this `so-called-crime`...her dad had not spoken to her for 20-odd years.
Anyone `puzzled` as to how I can remember all this...ask Garry Bushell about my `amazing memory`...whenever GB is writing a book or doing research for a article about the `old days` he contacts me.
As I do have a brilliant memory recall.
The Phoenix Apollo incident...confirms you must never mix `Fast drugs` with alcohol...as it can take `the edge` off the Charlie or speed...well that`s what I found.
Fast drugs were always fine on there own...100% kosher - but mixed with alcohol...they brought out the `horrible` in me.
I recall a prime example...I think either before/or just after I got married...we were at a house party of my cousin Robert Verschoyle/Verscoyle...a founder member of Iron maiden.
I`d only done one line... but drunk too much...and had a row with a couple of `city boys`...over what I cant remember...but it proved with me... that `fast drugs` and booze do not mix.
So I have now confessed any of my involvement with `drugs` during my relationship/marraige to Julie Johnson.
I promised to `give up` and apart from those few times..and the Circus Tavern incident with Vere/Zoe Anderson - mentioned in previous Chapter - I kept my `word`.
And unlike Julie I also kept my Wedding Vows...unlike her I was 100% faithful...I did not cheat on her or sleep with richard grimson...Ian Fleming and Peter Tibbs Junior.
Porn Movies:
Why does Julie lie about her past...deny it to friends/partners/work colleagues...but admit to the Police and at Southend Court 2005 and 2006...that she starred in Pornographic films?
As I stated in previous Chapter "Why does the 45-year-old woman working in Sainsburys East Mayne Basildon deny she`s porn star JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON?"
Why does she also deny that her perverted boyfriend richard `Shrek` grimson of 40 Hyde Way Wickford and 10 Carswell Gardens was a former pimp?
The tub of lard admitted to Basildon Police that he violently threatened and verbally sexually abused young children.
His own relative Emma Murray confirmed in writing that he had a 15-year history of threatening, bullying and intimidating women and children.
Shrek gave her a STD...claimed he made her pregnant...and boasts of taking naked pictures while she slept at 10 Carswell Gardens on The Wick.
So why does Julie Johnson "the 45-year-old bottle blonde who works at Sainsburys East Mayne Basildon stick up for him?"
She is my former cousin as her mother is the sister of my mum.
This got me thinking...as I stated to the Officer handling my complaint "If Julie Johnson can lie about a simple thing like that - then surely it casts doubt on anything else she says"
I went on..."in her statement Julie claims I sent a novel to her cousin Sally Prevost"
(a) I never sent her a novel
(b) She isnt the cousin of Julie Johnson
(c) Please can I see the package.jiffy bag or whatever the novel was meant to be sent in? I want it produced for the IPCC...if it excists it will contain my DNA...fingerprints...handwriting.
This lie of Julie Johnson...just one of her many false allegations to the Police and others...convinced me I had been correct in always writing the 100% TRUTH about everything.
Be it...Julie...her perverted boyfriend grimson...fleming...our divorce...my past...the marriage...her porn movies...affairs...her STD...the Police...my 15 years of love for her...(from Day 1 to Final Day) where I never cheated or was even tempted to cheat.
I have in every Chapter of this book and in THE PUNK POET always told the 100% truth.
Drugs:
I`ve already confessed that on a few occassions I did `indulge` after promising Julie I would not...I did not have to admit that...but you cant write a frank and honest autobiography if you dont tell the truth.
The reason I can remember each occassion that I `gave in` is because they happened so rarely.
1. A couple of lines at the Wedding reception...I did so because it was on offer...and to be honest didnt have the `will-power` or desire to say "No".
But it wasnt to get high...I needed it to cope...I was for the first time since the age of 13 in the same room as my mum and dad.
I hated every moment...I could not drink as it would of `loosened my tongue`...and I would have told them exactly what I thought of them.
"Fifteen years of hurt" would of come out into the open with both barrels blasting.
The truth is I never recovered from that day and being under the same roof as the people who `walked out` on me as a child...and to make matters worse...there partners...who were NOT my `step-parents`...also in the same room.
As I wrote before...I always blamed Julie for putting me in that position...but MUST add...for-the-record she did NOT do it with any form of malice or hatred in her heart.
I believe she sincerely thought...what she was doing was `for the best`.
But the fact is before Julie got involved...I had NEVER before been in the same room as my parents since the day they both `fucked off`...and that`s the way I liked it.
In fact...I aint got a diary...or documentary proof...but I would say...before my Wedding Day...I hardly ever saw my parents.
Dad: About about 30 times in 15 years.
Mum: About 20 times in the same period.
One Christmas with both - though each time I dissapeared on Xmas Eve.
Those are facts and reasons (but no excuse) as to why I had a few snorts.
2. I`ve already admitted indulging at a Funeral of my mates dad...and that I was given a couple of grams when I left.
3. But I only took it when Julie wasnt there...I remember she want on her holiday with her nice/respectable friend Sara/Sarah Balldock/Baldoc...and I hardly slept or ate for a week.
4. I think I mentioned - cant be bothered to read earlier Chapter - that I did indulge at the Zit Launch Party at The Phoenix Apollo in Stratford - again this involved Hughie Gadson - doesnt it always LOL.
I remember it was `great gear` and I was `up` for having a laugh...I remember Julie getting the `hump`...no...she didnt twig I was on drugs...but werent happy cos I was `flirting` with and went outside...with...some gorgeous Black girl...who from memory was a `black Marilyn Monroe` impersonator...dont laugh that is 100% true,
Another occassion also involves the Phoenix Apollo and Vincent Baldock/Baldoc - bird-bandit and brother of Sara/Sarah.
I dont know why we were there this time...but Vince gave me a gram of Speed.
From memory there was about 12-20 people having a meal...and some `stuck-up` pretty...but not a stunning girl...giving it `large` and acting like she was `Gods gift to men`.
I remember that once the booze and speed `kicked-in` - I verbally slaughtered her - she didnt realise I had mixed with proper `stunners` and Page 3 girls at places like Stringfellows and The Limelight...and was not at all `impressed` with her boasting or self-belief that she was a "stunner"
From memory I think Vince was trying to pull her...she was playing hard-to-get...and I stuck-up for a mate who`d just given me a gram of speed.
I liked Vince...despite the fact he was a NF supporter...he was a `Jack the lad` and a bit of a `charmer`...now when I say he supported the National Front...I do not know that as a `fact`...it was just something Julie told me.
According to Julie...he also had a younger sister...(cant remember her name)...who went out with a black guy...and had his baby...dont know if that`s fact or fiction...as I never met the girl...but according to Julie...if was true.
Julie claimed Vince did not approve...and that once...I think she said `outside Walthamstow Bus Station` or down Walthamstow Market...he spotted his sister with a black bloke...jumped out of a car...and bundled his sister into back of it.
True or false?
All I know is that I liked the fella cos he loved West Ham and was a bit of a speedfreak.
But Julie could well of been `lying`...just as she lied that Sally Prevost/Griffins/Griffin was her cousin.
She did have cousins - but unlike the Ginger bow-wow...they were mixed-race.
According to Julie...the sister of her dad...married a Black geezer - and for this `so-called-crime`...her dad had not spoken to her for 20-odd years.
Anyone `puzzled` as to how I can remember all this...ask Garry Bushell about my `amazing memory`...whenever GB is writing a book or doing research for a article about the `old days` he contacts me.
As I do have a brilliant memory recall.
The Phoenix Apollo incident...confirms you must never mix `Fast drugs` with alcohol...as it can take `the edge` off the Charlie or speed...well that`s what I found.
Fast drugs were always fine on there own...100% kosher - but mixed with alcohol...they brought out the `horrible` in me.
I recall a prime example...I think either before/or just after I got married...we were at a house party of my cousin Robert Verschoyle/Verscoyle...a founder member of Iron maiden.
I`d only done one line... but drunk too much...and had a row with a couple of `city boys`...over what I cant remember...but it proved with me... that `fast drugs` and booze do not mix.
So I have now confessed any of my involvement with `drugs` during my relationship/marraige to Julie Johnson.
I promised to `give up` and apart from those few times..and the Circus Tavern incident with Vere/Zoe Anderson - mentioned in previous Chapter - I kept my `word`.
And unlike Julie I also kept my Wedding Vows...unlike her I was 100% faithful...I did not cheat on her or sleep with richard grimson...Ian Fleming and Peter Tibbs Junior.
Porn Movies:
Why does Julie lie about her past...deny it to friends/partners/work colleagues...but admit to the Police and at Southend Court 2005 and 2006...that she starred in Pornographic films?
As I stated in previous Chapter "Why does the 45-year-old woman working in Sainsburys East Mayne Basildon deny she`s porn star JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON?"
Why does she also deny that her perverted boyfriend richard `Shrek` grimson of 40 Hyde Way Wickford and 10 Carswell Gardens was a former pimp?
The tub of lard admitted to Basildon Police that he violently threatened and verbally sexually abused young children.
His own relative Emma Murray confirmed in writing that he had a 15-year history of threatening, bullying and intimidating women and children.
Shrek gave her a STD...claimed he made her pregnant...and boasts of taking naked pictures while she slept at 10 Carswell Gardens on The Wick.
So why does Julie Johnson "the 45-year-old bottle blonde who works at Sainsburys East Mayne Basildon stick up for him?"
Sainsburys Basildon Julie Johnson
Kirsty McColl once sung "There`s a guy works down the Chip Shop swears he`s Elvis"...well folks...there`s a 45-year-old woman who works at Sainsburys East Mayne Cricketers Way Nevendon Basildon...who claims she isn`t former porn star JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON.
But why?
Like me she should be proud of her films...I am...and will never deny providing the storylines...or being the `director` behind the camera.
When Julie Kathleen Johnson says she isn`t the `infamous` JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON...she is lying...as at Southend County Court in 2005 and 2006...Julie admitted to `starring in pornographic films`.
A confession she repeated to the Police in 2009 and 2010.
So why is Julie in denial?
And why does she continue to...
(a) Call me a liar
(b) Make false allegations to the Police
Julie cant deny being the actress in films like `Basildon Babe`...`Dirty Dancer` or `Escort Girl`...or that the sexy stunner currently appearing on various Internet sites is not her.
What is she ashamed of?
I know I`m biased...I`ll always be her `biggest fan`...and because I also filmed and directed most of her movies between 1992-2004...but the truth is she was a natural `porn star`.
I wrote the scripts...chose her outfits...and as well as looking sexy...she was also a great actress...playing strippers...sexy schoolgirls....dirty housewives...Policewomen...naughty nurses.
In `Escort Girl` filmed at 64 Chestnut Road Basildon...she played a prostitute...and delivered her lines better then any Eastenders actress.
It was a stunning performance. As was her portayal of a `sex slave` in her `banned` movie...I have never understood why she had a `problem` with that one film...and didnt want the other 29 `banned` or `censored`...but on reflection it could be because Julie didn`t like her co-star.
I cant think of any other reason.
I`m not her Manager anymore so cant advise...but as Max Clifford would say:
"Julie should make a Statement and admit her past...as only a public confession will draw a line under her 12-year career as a porn star"
It worked for the X Factor bubble...Abi Titmus...Paris Hilton...Pamela Anderson...and lets not forget Royal love-interest Koo Stark.
I am adding this chapter today...because on Monday 14th January (Mid-day) I go into Basildon Hospital...so have to have everything on-the-record before its too late.
The other reason...last night...for the third time...I was sort of `confronted` by one of her boneheaded boyfriends...who for the 3rd time "bottled it".
Outside Laindon Library 6pm...I was just walking along...minding my own business...a orange car...maybe red...pulled-up and the Bonehead shouted "You got a problem or what?"
I stopped...stared...and as I took a step towards the motor...it sped off...Julie...you really should `sleep` with proper hardmen and not `plastic gangsters`.
Adam reckoned it could of been `mistaken identity`...but Sam joked "Adam...how many people look like him...with that haircut and those dark glassses"
I mention this incident...to prove `plastic ponces` do not scare me...and will not silence me...as proved by this Chapter.
But why?
Like me she should be proud of her films...I am...and will never deny providing the storylines...or being the `director` behind the camera.
When Julie Kathleen Johnson says she isn`t the `infamous` JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON...she is lying...as at Southend County Court in 2005 and 2006...Julie admitted to `starring in pornographic films`.
A confession she repeated to the Police in 2009 and 2010.
So why is Julie in denial?
And why does she continue to...
(a) Call me a liar
(b) Make false allegations to the Police
Julie cant deny being the actress in films like `Basildon Babe`...`Dirty Dancer` or `Escort Girl`...or that the sexy stunner currently appearing on various Internet sites is not her.
What is she ashamed of?
I know I`m biased...I`ll always be her `biggest fan`...and because I also filmed and directed most of her movies between 1992-2004...but the truth is she was a natural `porn star`.
I wrote the scripts...chose her outfits...and as well as looking sexy...she was also a great actress...playing strippers...sexy schoolgirls....dirty housewives...Policewomen...naughty nurses.
In `Escort Girl` filmed at 64 Chestnut Road Basildon...she played a prostitute...and delivered her lines better then any Eastenders actress.
It was a stunning performance. As was her portayal of a `sex slave` in her `banned` movie...I have never understood why she had a `problem` with that one film...and didnt want the other 29 `banned` or `censored`...but on reflection it could be because Julie didn`t like her co-star.
I cant think of any other reason.
I`m not her Manager anymore so cant advise...but as Max Clifford would say:
"Julie should make a Statement and admit her past...as only a public confession will draw a line under her 12-year career as a porn star"
It worked for the X Factor bubble...Abi Titmus...Paris Hilton...Pamela Anderson...and lets not forget Royal love-interest Koo Stark.
I am adding this chapter today...because on Monday 14th January (Mid-day) I go into Basildon Hospital...so have to have everything on-the-record before its too late.
The other reason...last night...for the third time...I was sort of `confronted` by one of her boneheaded boyfriends...who for the 3rd time "bottled it".
Outside Laindon Library 6pm...I was just walking along...minding my own business...a orange car...maybe red...pulled-up and the Bonehead shouted "You got a problem or what?"
I stopped...stared...and as I took a step towards the motor...it sped off...Julie...you really should `sleep` with proper hardmen and not `plastic gangsters`.
Adam reckoned it could of been `mistaken identity`...but Sam joked "Adam...how many people look like him...with that haircut and those dark glassses"
I mention this incident...to prove `plastic ponces` do not scare me...and will not silence me...as proved by this Chapter.
Wednesday, 9 January 2013
Garry Johnson - The Punk Detective
The latest chapter in my search for truth and justice.
Just returned from a legal meeting and discussions with the Police...and "no"..I was not `under arrest`...as this time the Police are helping me with my enquiries.
I now have official Police information and copies of Custody Records.
They confirm:
GARRY JOHNSON of 8 Elm Road Wickford was arrested after various allegations were made by JULIE JOHNSON of 22 Bridge Road Wickford
Garry Johnson
CR/ 42BY/10409/ 1C - 10th June 2010
Alleged to have sent malicious communications to ex-wife. No further action taken on the advice of the CPS.
Thus proving that as stated in earlier Chapter and in `The Punk Poet` - I was "not guilty" and had nothing to do with the naked photographs or pornographic clips of JULIE JOHNSON (aka Julie Taylor Johnson) that feature on the Internet.
Nelson Guest Solicitors wrote after my release.
"Garry was arrested after allegations were made by his ex-wife about various matters relating to Mr Johnson and things he is supposed to have posted on the Internet.
We can tell you that following a Police investigation this was found not to be the case and that the allegations were for a better way of putting it malicious on the part of her.
He has not been subject to any prosecution and it is quite clear that the matter was for want of a better expression, manipulated by her to reflect upon him but that he had in fact not done anything which could or should be regarded as being wrong"
So after a Police investigation that included a taped interview...examination of my computer...I was "cleared` of having anything to do with the naked pictures or pornographic film clips.
The Police are now in possession of new information about Julie Johnson and her pornographic past...which she `forgot` to inform them about.
But thanx to `The Punk Detective` the Police now know about the two Southend County Court Hearings(Case SS05F01533) from October 2005 and March 2006...where JULIE JOHNSON admitted on oath to starring in four pornographic movies.
That fact now appears in official Essex Police files.
*JULIE JOHNSON can no longer deny her `porno past` or tell the Police...Friends...family...boyfriends...work colleagues...neighbours...or `family of current/future boyfriends`...that she never `starred` in porno films between 1992/2004.
She can no longer accuse me of lying.
Custody Record:
Garry Johnson
CR/42BD/5442/09 - 19th September 2009
Julie Johnson made similar allegations...and again no action was taken on the advice of the CPS.
Now that I`m in contact with the Police... and they are assisting me...I asked if Julie Johnson had at anytime between June 2005 and March 2007 made any allegations against her boyfriend Richard Grimson of either 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex or 10 Carswell Gardens The Wick Wickford Essex.
They confirmed that Mrs Johnson had not made a single complaint against the former pimp and child abuser...but confirmed that I had.
My complaints made between that same period remain on file.
*The truth is JULIE JOHNSON can no longer deny the following facts.
1. Her boyfriend Richard Grimson was reported to Wickford and Basildon Police three times between June 2005 and March 2007...for violently threatening and verbally sexually abusing young children.
2. This included 38 phone calls and threats in the street
3. The pervert admitted his vile behaviour to the Police and was warned about his future behaviour.
CR/42BD/453/07 - 23rd January 2007
I can not go into details about this arrest as it is currently being investigated by the IPCC...as I have reported a female detective...but Essex Police are now claiming it was Julie Johnson who used the words "Garry Johnson is mentally ill, very dangerous and about to carry out 6 murders" and not one of their officers...hence the investigation...to determine who actually said what.
I have already found massive holes in the allegations of Ms Johnson...at one point she claims I sent a copy of my novel to her cousin Sally Prevost (aka Sally Griffin) !
Now the Mother of Sally Prevost/Griffin happens to be my mums sister...so how on earth does that make her a cousin of Julie Johnson?
Plus...I never sent this person a novel - I will of course be asking the IPCC to ask Basildon Police to produce proof of posting...as any package would contain...handwriting evidence...DNA...or fingerprints.
I have already asked Essex Police to provide the same evidence relating to the allegations of Ms Johnson.
Amazingly...one of the people...Mrs Julie Johnson claimed I was going to kill was her perverted boyfriend Richard Grimson...again I will be asking the IPCC to request any evidence to support that allegation from Basildon Police.
Just returned from a legal meeting and discussions with the Police...and "no"..I was not `under arrest`...as this time the Police are helping me with my enquiries.
I now have official Police information and copies of Custody Records.
They confirm:
GARRY JOHNSON of 8 Elm Road Wickford was arrested after various allegations were made by JULIE JOHNSON of 22 Bridge Road Wickford
Garry Johnson
CR/ 42BY/10409/ 1C - 10th June 2010
Alleged to have sent malicious communications to ex-wife. No further action taken on the advice of the CPS.
Thus proving that as stated in earlier Chapter and in `The Punk Poet` - I was "not guilty" and had nothing to do with the naked photographs or pornographic clips of JULIE JOHNSON (aka Julie Taylor Johnson) that feature on the Internet.
Nelson Guest Solicitors wrote after my release.
"Garry was arrested after allegations were made by his ex-wife about various matters relating to Mr Johnson and things he is supposed to have posted on the Internet.
We can tell you that following a Police investigation this was found not to be the case and that the allegations were for a better way of putting it malicious on the part of her.
He has not been subject to any prosecution and it is quite clear that the matter was for want of a better expression, manipulated by her to reflect upon him but that he had in fact not done anything which could or should be regarded as being wrong"
So after a Police investigation that included a taped interview...examination of my computer...I was "cleared` of having anything to do with the naked pictures or pornographic film clips.
The Police are now in possession of new information about Julie Johnson and her pornographic past...which she `forgot` to inform them about.
But thanx to `The Punk Detective` the Police now know about the two Southend County Court Hearings(Case SS05F01533) from October 2005 and March 2006...where JULIE JOHNSON admitted on oath to starring in four pornographic movies.
That fact now appears in official Essex Police files.
*JULIE JOHNSON can no longer deny her `porno past` or tell the Police...Friends...family...boyfriends...work colleagues...neighbours...or `family of current/future boyfriends`...that she never `starred` in porno films between 1992/2004.
She can no longer accuse me of lying.
Custody Record:
Garry Johnson
CR/42BD/5442/09 - 19th September 2009
Julie Johnson made similar allegations...and again no action was taken on the advice of the CPS.
Now that I`m in contact with the Police... and they are assisting me...I asked if Julie Johnson had at anytime between June 2005 and March 2007 made any allegations against her boyfriend Richard Grimson of either 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex or 10 Carswell Gardens The Wick Wickford Essex.
They confirmed that Mrs Johnson had not made a single complaint against the former pimp and child abuser...but confirmed that I had.
My complaints made between that same period remain on file.
*The truth is JULIE JOHNSON can no longer deny the following facts.
1. Her boyfriend Richard Grimson was reported to Wickford and Basildon Police three times between June 2005 and March 2007...for violently threatening and verbally sexually abusing young children.
2. This included 38 phone calls and threats in the street
3. The pervert admitted his vile behaviour to the Police and was warned about his future behaviour.
CR/42BD/453/07 - 23rd January 2007
I can not go into details about this arrest as it is currently being investigated by the IPCC...as I have reported a female detective...but Essex Police are now claiming it was Julie Johnson who used the words "Garry Johnson is mentally ill, very dangerous and about to carry out 6 murders" and not one of their officers...hence the investigation...to determine who actually said what.
I have already found massive holes in the allegations of Ms Johnson...at one point she claims I sent a copy of my novel to her cousin Sally Prevost (aka Sally Griffin) !
Now the Mother of Sally Prevost/Griffin happens to be my mums sister...so how on earth does that make her a cousin of Julie Johnson?
Plus...I never sent this person a novel - I will of course be asking the IPCC to ask Basildon Police to produce proof of posting...as any package would contain...handwriting evidence...DNA...or fingerprints.
I have already asked Essex Police to provide the same evidence relating to the allegations of Ms Johnson.
Amazingly...one of the people...Mrs Julie Johnson claimed I was going to kill was her perverted boyfriend Richard Grimson...again I will be asking the IPCC to request any evidence to support that allegation from Basildon Police.
Tuesday, 8 January 2013
David Bowie and Garry Johnson
This is my personal tribute to DAVID BOWIE...a living legend and without doubt the person who had the biggest ever influence on my life...and the title of the Chapter means our names will always be `linked` on Google,
I have loved him since first hearing `Starman` and then seeing ZIGGY STARDUST.
David Bowie changed my life...I went from being a Skinhead who worshipped Georgie Best to a Ziggy clone.
I grew my hair and dyed it red/orange...copied his clothes and only played his records...I bought all the pre- Ziggy albums...`Hunky Dory`...The Man Who Sold The World`...`Space Oddity`...and became hooked on everything David Bowie.
My reason for writing this tribute today...is because its his Birthday...and when I got in earlier the were celebrating the occassion on SKY News.
So far I have watched the new video 11 times on YouTube...and the lyrics just got me thinking of the past...but the mood & tone `scared me`...as a few months back...a Record Company contact...close to a "friend of a friend` of the `great man`...said David was `not well`.
I have a gut feeling/fear that the single was not released to celebrate his Birthday - I honestly believe its a "goodbye present" to his fans.
Please dont ask me to explain...but I genuinely "fear the worst".
To me David Bowie is like a religion...in my mind...since the release of ZIGGY STARDUST he has been bigger then God.
Just as I used to copy his haircuts...clothes...lifestyle...the fast drugs...the wasted look...I feel we could both die in the same year.
I owe my best song to David Bowie...I know the Punk classic `Suburban Rebels` is my most popular song...but for me it has to be "If Looks Could Kill"...as I `stole` the tune from `The London Boys`...which appeared on The World of David Bowie.
I recently gave away a lot of my David Bowie collection...memorabilia...records...photographs...including a black and white picture signed by the great man himself...if that dont convince people I`ve not got long to live ...then nothing will.
I gave some of my most prized possessions to a young guy who works in my local Halifax Building Society...he is also a Bowie fanatic...so I knew it would be going to a good home.
My obsession went way beyond the music and copying Bowie`s image. He lived on speed, Charlie and skimmed milk...so did I.
He had a Jewish girlfriend in Coco Schwabb - I always wanted one - and eventually moved in with Erica Echenberg.
Bowie had bi-sexual friends - so I became `best mates` with Hughie Gee.
David Bowie got me into Lou Reed...Iggy Pop...The Velvet Underground...Andy Warhol...he educated me when it came to music...fashion...drugs and lifestyle.
Before becoming a disciple of Bowie/Ziggy...I was uneducated...and only into Football...girls...The Kray Twins and Georgie Best...and had never read a book...I was a teenage tearaway...a Borstal Boy...going nowhere.
Bowie got me into the `arts`...in a way it was "thanx" to Ziggy Stardust Bowie and The Sex Pistols that I became a Punk...(poet, writer, singer).
I soaked up everything connected to David Bowie - I started signing off - and still do to this day ...all my letters "luv on ya" (with xx above xxx).
Just like the sleeve of Pin Ups.
I got into Mott The Hople...looked up The New York Dolls...and in later years checked out Kraftwork and Brian Eno...as all in a way were `linked` to Bowie...or `name-dropped` in interviews.
I was such a follower that when I met David...at a Tina Turner after-gig party in 1985...that I almost passed out...LOL...I was already `pretty high`...but needed a few more lines of `whiz` to pluck-up the courage to say "hello".
I `floated` over...said "Hi David"...and he shook my hand...I turned into a `Zombie`...at the time Sounds had a gossip column...and my meeting with Bowie...became a running joke...it would say things like "3 weeks and Garry Johnson has still not washed his hand".
I truly hope I die before him...as I couldnt cope with his death. When Georgie Best died I remember watching every bit of the funeral with Sam and Adam.
It affected me...I was `sad`...but the sadness wore off.
The death of David Bowie will for me be like the demise of Will Carlings `bit on the side` when the nation mourned a women who hadnt done a single worthwhile thing in her life.
Since 1972 David Bowie has influenced music...style and fashion...from Glam Rock to Punk...to New Romantics...to white boy soul.
Bowie List:
The Rise And Fall Of Ziggy Stardust & The Spiders From Mars
Station To Station
Diamond Dogs
Heroes
Aladin Sane
Low
Hunky Dory
At my funeral the only songs I want are `Rock and Roll Suicide` and the live version of "My Death".
Being a proper Bowie fan...is a bit like following a religion...only far more important...once a believer you never stop believing.
Toni King...one of my oldest friends...was a fanatical teenage fan and still is...I remember her having a blonde Angie Bowie haircut as a tribute to "our hero".
Being a Bowie fan also blagged me a job...I met up with Daily Star Showbiz Editor Annette Witheridge...the only person who maybe `worships` ZIGGY more then me...we`d never met...went for a drink....spoke about our `mutual` obsession and she gave me a job on the pop column.
Jenny Torring - who I met as a young showbiz journo - was a top PR and `dead ringer` for Debbie Harry in her Blondie "glory days"....I fancied her like mad...not just because she was `drop dead gorgeous" but because she knew DAVID BOWIE.
Showbiz heroes like my favourite funnyman Ricky Gervais...chat show king Jonathan Ross...are also mega fans...there has to be connection.
And how about this my ex-wife did NOT like David Bowie...so perhaps our marriage was `doomed to fail`...even before her affair with child abuser and former pimp Richard Grimson!
I have loved him since first hearing `Starman` and then seeing ZIGGY STARDUST.
David Bowie changed my life...I went from being a Skinhead who worshipped Georgie Best to a Ziggy clone.
I grew my hair and dyed it red/orange...copied his clothes and only played his records...I bought all the pre- Ziggy albums...`Hunky Dory`...The Man Who Sold The World`...`Space Oddity`...and became hooked on everything David Bowie.
My reason for writing this tribute today...is because its his Birthday...and when I got in earlier the were celebrating the occassion on SKY News.
So far I have watched the new video 11 times on YouTube...and the lyrics just got me thinking of the past...but the mood & tone `scared me`...as a few months back...a Record Company contact...close to a "friend of a friend` of the `great man`...said David was `not well`.
I have a gut feeling/fear that the single was not released to celebrate his Birthday - I honestly believe its a "goodbye present" to his fans.
Please dont ask me to explain...but I genuinely "fear the worst".
To me David Bowie is like a religion...in my mind...since the release of ZIGGY STARDUST he has been bigger then God.
Just as I used to copy his haircuts...clothes...lifestyle...the fast drugs...the wasted look...I feel we could both die in the same year.
I owe my best song to David Bowie...I know the Punk classic `Suburban Rebels` is my most popular song...but for me it has to be "If Looks Could Kill"...as I `stole` the tune from `The London Boys`...which appeared on The World of David Bowie.
I recently gave away a lot of my David Bowie collection...memorabilia...records...photographs...including a black and white picture signed by the great man himself...if that dont convince people I`ve not got long to live ...then nothing will.
I gave some of my most prized possessions to a young guy who works in my local Halifax Building Society...he is also a Bowie fanatic...so I knew it would be going to a good home.
My obsession went way beyond the music and copying Bowie`s image. He lived on speed, Charlie and skimmed milk...so did I.
He had a Jewish girlfriend in Coco Schwabb - I always wanted one - and eventually moved in with Erica Echenberg.
Bowie had bi-sexual friends - so I became `best mates` with Hughie Gee.
David Bowie got me into Lou Reed...Iggy Pop...The Velvet Underground...Andy Warhol...he educated me when it came to music...fashion...drugs and lifestyle.
Before becoming a disciple of Bowie/Ziggy...I was uneducated...and only into Football...girls...The Kray Twins and Georgie Best...and had never read a book...I was a teenage tearaway...a Borstal Boy...going nowhere.
Bowie got me into the `arts`...in a way it was "thanx" to Ziggy Stardust Bowie and The Sex Pistols that I became a Punk...(poet, writer, singer).
I soaked up everything connected to David Bowie - I started signing off - and still do to this day ...all my letters "luv on ya" (with xx above xxx).
Just like the sleeve of Pin Ups.
I got into Mott The Hople...looked up The New York Dolls...and in later years checked out Kraftwork and Brian Eno...as all in a way were `linked` to Bowie...or `name-dropped` in interviews.
I was such a follower that when I met David...at a Tina Turner after-gig party in 1985...that I almost passed out...LOL...I was already `pretty high`...but needed a few more lines of `whiz` to pluck-up the courage to say "hello".
I `floated` over...said "Hi David"...and he shook my hand...I turned into a `Zombie`...at the time Sounds had a gossip column...and my meeting with Bowie...became a running joke...it would say things like "3 weeks and Garry Johnson has still not washed his hand".
I truly hope I die before him...as I couldnt cope with his death. When Georgie Best died I remember watching every bit of the funeral with Sam and Adam.
It affected me...I was `sad`...but the sadness wore off.
The death of David Bowie will for me be like the demise of Will Carlings `bit on the side` when the nation mourned a women who hadnt done a single worthwhile thing in her life.
Since 1972 David Bowie has influenced music...style and fashion...from Glam Rock to Punk...to New Romantics...to white boy soul.
Bowie List:
The Rise And Fall Of Ziggy Stardust & The Spiders From Mars
Station To Station
Diamond Dogs
Heroes
Aladin Sane
Low
Hunky Dory
At my funeral the only songs I want are `Rock and Roll Suicide` and the live version of "My Death".
Being a proper Bowie fan...is a bit like following a religion...only far more important...once a believer you never stop believing.
Toni King...one of my oldest friends...was a fanatical teenage fan and still is...I remember her having a blonde Angie Bowie haircut as a tribute to "our hero".
Being a Bowie fan also blagged me a job...I met up with Daily Star Showbiz Editor Annette Witheridge...the only person who maybe `worships` ZIGGY more then me...we`d never met...went for a drink....spoke about our `mutual` obsession and she gave me a job on the pop column.
Jenny Torring - who I met as a young showbiz journo - was a top PR and `dead ringer` for Debbie Harry in her Blondie "glory days"....I fancied her like mad...not just because she was `drop dead gorgeous" but because she knew DAVID BOWIE.
Showbiz heroes like my favourite funnyman Ricky Gervais...chat show king Jonathan Ross...are also mega fans...there has to be connection.
And how about this my ex-wife did NOT like David Bowie...so perhaps our marriage was `doomed to fail`...even before her affair with child abuser and former pimp Richard Grimson!
Saturday, 5 January 2013
A Never Ending Story (Part 2)
For the latest update - Google "Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson) - Cockney Rebel And Punk Poet"
Friday, 4 January 2013
Portrait Of The Artist As A Consumer
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Knowing Me Knowing You
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Have I Got News For You
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Never Mind The Buzzcocks
Fawlty Towers
Benidorm
Mock The Week
Room 101
Shooting Stars
Minder
Only Fools And Horses
The Inbetweeners
The Office
I`m Alan Partridge
Knowing Me Knowing You
Extras
Have I Got News For You
Ever Decreasing Circles
Never Mind The Buzzcocks
Fawlty Towers
Benidorm
Mock The Week
Room 101
Shooting Stars
Wickford & Shotgate Porn Star JULIE JOHNSON (aka Julie Taylor Johnson)
Dear Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson)
The postman has just been so now I know you`ve read 2 of the previous chapters - I didnt realise you was such a fan of my writing.
Which did you prefer the moving `A Never Ending Story` or the hard-hitting `WWW.Essex.gov.uk` ?
Let me know if you would you like a signed copy for `old times sake`?
I have officialy replied to your statement (posted to the Court) which for-the-record...when I read it out both SAM and ADAM found "very amusing".
As for the content of your latest `threatening letter` - I admit I`m no Carole Vorderman when it comes to numbers - but even I know that 2004 - 2005 - 2006 and March 2007...all come before August 2007.
So the Court Order of August 2007 is not worth the paper it`s written on...for the avoidance of any doubt...let me repeat..."It is not worth the paper it is written on"...it is also `out of date`...no longer applies and is "invalid".
Let me explain why...in chronological Order.
2004:
December - Dr Sohota writes in your official medical records - I have a copy - that states you are being treated for a STD.
(a) This fact is not covered by a `gagging order` - as it was not disclosed in Court - so does not appear in the Judgement.
(b) Grimson claims he made you pregnant - dont shoot the messanger - that is his boast - and the pervert claims you stopped the pregnancy.
This fact is not covered by a `gagging order` - as it was not disclosed in Court - so does not appear in the Judgement.
If grimson is lying then `sue him`...I am sure that most decent and respectable women (which you were before October 2004) would take action against a `boyfriend/lover/partner` if he was `falsely` making such a claim.
2005:
January - In your official medical records Dr Sohota (Market Road Wickford) confirms that you started having Depo-Prevaro birth control injections.
Again not disclosed in Court - so not mentioned in Judgement.
Was you/are you aware that between 2004 and 2006 your boyfriend had the same GP? I found out by `sweet-talking` a member of staff at the surgery who revealed that grimson was on medication and being treated for depression. Small World isnt it? (so much so that the same lady...also told me weeks before they fled...that Mr and Mrs Shrek were moving to Wisbech)
Conclusion: Those facts are not protected by any Court Order - and prove three things - that as we stopped having `sex` in September/October 2004...
1) I could not have given you the STD.
2) I could not have made you pregnant
3) They prove your affairs with grimson and ian fleming - as why else would you start having Birth Control Injections?
Are you calling Dr Sohota and grimson "liars"...and are you doubting/questioning what is written in your own official Medial Records?
2005:
May - Adam caught you at least 3 times `kissing` Ian Fleming
June - Adam caught you at 3pm in the lounge of 22 Bridge Road `half-naked` and at `it` with grimson.
Are you calling my son a Liar?
July - Emma Grimson...the common-law wife of former pimp and child-abuser richard grimson phones and tells first Sam...and then me...that you (Julie Johnson) are having an affair with her `husband`.
Are you calling Ms Grimson a Liar?
Now those incidents are not covered by any `gagging order` for the following reasons.
In June 2005 - which I remind you comes before August 2007 - Both Sam and Adam told my parents, there friends, football managers, schoolteachers, the parents of there friends all about you and the perverted former pimp richard grimson. (and more important legally they also informed the Police a few months later)
Sam also told all of those mentioned above how you `beat him up` the day you left - he even showed people the red marks on his back. (months later also told to the Police)
2005:
August/September:
Both Sam and Adam told the police of the violent threats and (at the time) just violent verbal abuse they were getting from your boyfriend richard grimson.
Crimes reported to the Police remain on record - they are facts that can not be `swept under the carpet` once they have been reported.
December: Ms Grimson phones and tells us that you and her husband are living together at 10 Carswell Gardens, The Wick, Wickford
2006
January/March...both Sam and Adam personally tell the Police that your boyfriend grimson has violently threatened and ALSO `verbally sexually abused` them.
The Police took statements - they wanted background information on richard grimson - it was explained on-the-record / all the circumstances...how you (Julie Johnson) was caught with him in JUNE 2005.
Other officers confirmed that grimson had previously been spoken to about his `vile and perverted behaviour`
So everything was in the Public Domain - and known to the Police - more then 18 months before the Court Order - so you can not put the `Genie back in the bottle`
2007:
The March issue of Private Eye reported details of my case - so once again the Court Order can not / does not apply...the fact is we do not live in Communist Russia or Nazi Germany.
So you can not `hide the truth` or re-write history.
1986/87:
You briefly worked as "pub stripper"
That fact is supported by yourself - during a bedroom conversation early in our relationship - and later confirmed during the filming of `Dirty Dancer` where you played the part of a stripper.
Your days as a Pub Stripper are also confirmed by a character called Nicholas Lightbown who recognised you after reading THE PUNK POET and seeing clips of your films on the Internet.
Mr Lightbown sent me a email...its timed and dated...would you like to see it? I was not convinced he was kosher and asked for proof.
He provided his home address...landline number and mobile details...and was interviewed by my friend Toni King...and convinced her that he was genuine.
If you doubt the truth of my account - I will gladly pass on all his contact details. I think from memory that all his phone numbers appear in THE PUNK POET...but contact me on GazzaJohnson123@hotmail.co.uk and I`ll send them direct.
Your days as a Pub Stripper occured before August 2007 - so once again not `protected` by the Court Order.
1988:
You was having an affair with a older married man called Derek...my source for this information...again it was provided by YOURSELF during the earlys of our relationship.
According to your version of events...you `clashed` with his wife in the street...and was named as `the other woman` in the Divorce.
1990:
You started posing for pornographic polaroid pictures at 11 Shirley Gardens Basildon Essex
1992-2004:
You started your 12 year `career` as a Porno actress - starting at 11 Shirley Gardens Basildon...continuing at 30 The Gables Basildon...64 Chestnut Road Pitsea...and 22 Bridge Road Shotgate Wickford Essex.
Facts you admitted on oath at Southend County Court in 2005 and 2006.
All of the above is 100% factual and as the dates PROVE...everything took place before August 2007.
I ADMIT there was a ban on naming SAM and ADAM as children - but they are no longer children...the Court Order does not apply...you seem to think it was a life-time ban...IT WASNT...once they came of age NOTHING could/can stop me revealing that SAM JOHNSON and ADAM CHARLES JOHNSON are my sons.
That is a matter of fact and there is NOTHING you can do to prevent me from repeating that fact `whenever and as often as I like"
I will for now go along with the ban on naming `Princess`...but now I have the 3517 documents I will be `fighting` it in Court.
I did NOT name `names` when she was pictured in the paper before Xmas...but her 16th Birthday gets closer every day.
I can also LEGALLY talk about what occured in March 2010 because again the Police were involved and investigated your false allegations.
You told the Police - Lied to the Police - that I was responsible for Naked picturs of you - And the porno clips of you on the Internet.
I was interviewed by the Police - Ian Ashby - a former Met Detective...old friend...now a solicitor...can confirm this to be fact - as he was sitting next to me...when two Police Officers placed the naked pictures of you on the desk in front of us.
I was asked "do you recognise this woman?"...I said something like "Well yes...I was married to her for 15 years"...but added "Those pictures are nothing to do with me"
I suggested they had been taken by one of your boyfriends to `discredit me`.
The Police then asked about the pornographic movie clips of you (Julie) on the Internet - I replied something like "I have been told about stuff on sites like `Show Us Yours` and `Sexy Housewives`...but that they have nothing to do with me"
I blamed grimson...as I told the Police and wrote in THE PUNK POET - the pervert boasted of taking naked pictures while you slept at 10 Carswell Gardens, The Wick, Wickford.
The Police released me without charge - but kept my computer for about 4-6 weeks...it was returned and as with the photographs I was judged to be "not Guilty"...because I wasnt.
Who-ever put the porno clips on the Internet...or took the naked pictures...it wasnt me.
I can legally refer to this incident because it was a `so-called-crime` reported to and investigated by the Police.
As I said to the Police at the time "What type of woman willingly gives naked photographs of herself to men - in the hope of getting a innocent man into trouble?"
I remember adding something like "You might wear uniforms...but your still men".
Outside Basildon Police Station Ian said "You can bet your life that those pictures have been handed around the station"
He laughed...and I forced a `laugh`...as to be honest I didnt find it funny - as I wondered how many coppers had seen her naked?
Pictures and movie clips on the Internet go all round the world and are seen by millions - but it doesnt seem the same...its not personal...as I aint never gonna meet those viewing in Newcastle...China...India or Australia am I?
The fact is `baby doll` - hope you dont mind me using your Porn name - but in case you`ve somehow forgotten...Sam is 20 and Adam is 18...so I`m no longer gagged from naming my own sons - just as they are no longer `gagged` from talking to the media.
If you dont believe me ask your friend peter - check with hodkinson at Essex Legal.
Joolz babe - you really should check your facts (and dates) - the two Hearings at Southend County Court in 2005 and 2006...where you ADMITTED on oath to starring in PORNO movies took place before the Court Orders of 2007.
I have the documents in front of me - Reference Number SS05FO1533.
So the fact is Julie you can NOT stop me from writing about your 12-year pornographic movie career (1992-2004).
The Court Order only bans the naming of one movie title - so it is perfectly legal for me to name every other film - if you dont believe me contact a media lawyer.
I have been told...that as you was a consenting adult at the time of filming...and because I was the scriptwriter, Director and Producer of all 30 films...that I own the copyright.
That is the law of the land and you must accept it.
The 3517 documents you refer to Babe belong to me...not you/or the Courts...they are mine...and they are "gold-dust"...which is why Essex County Council fought `tooth and nail` to stop me seeing them...but I went to The High Court and I "WON".
A magazine deal..."yes"...you are right...and a contract has been signed...but Julie...you should do your research...and stop being so `self-obsessed`...believe it or not... I do have stories to tell that dont involve you and the perverted pimp richard grimson.
And talking of the child-abusing Shrek...check with the Police...the crimes of your paedophile boyfriend were reported to the Police in 2005 and 2006...so they occured before any Orders were made in 2007 and 2011.
Contact Inspector Rustman and he will confirm the dates of the complaints and investigations...the crimes of your boyfriend have incident numbers.
The fact is...and again the Police will confirm...you can not `wipe-out` a crime...or erase it from official Police files once its been reported.
So Julie...you and your boyfriend cant hide behind Court Orders...made 18 months after the crimes have been investigated by the Police.
On my website I proudly state that Essex Social Services are corrupt...I name ANDREW HALEY, Peter Brown and Dave Barron.
There is as I write a ongoing Police investigation - the Essex County Council manager Andrew Haley is being investigated for slander - and hopefully there will be criminal charges brought against him...because he lied that I was "Mentally ill, mad, extremely dangerous and about to kill SIX people"
I have returned the `complinent` by stating the same LIES about him - but so far he has not had the guts to sue!
Now my `Medical condition`...I have been told and also read that you doubt my `serious illness`...now as I`m not a vindictive, lying little bitch like you...I am giving you a chance to retract your smears and withdraw your slanderous allegations.
I have started Proceedings for your latest slander - telling people "Garry is not really ill"...they are in the early stages...and if you retract I will not go ahead with the case.
I have informed all the relevant parties - I have asked permission to send you all my medical documents...as if I just posted them you would claim `harrassment`.
So its up to you - message me on FB - my inbox - and I`ll send you proof to confirm I am `living on borrowed time`.
Or if easier GazzaJohnson123@hotmail.co.uk
It will do us both a favour - I wont have the stress of starting new proceedings for Slander - as this time I`ll have to go direct to The High Court...and it will save you the hassle of attending Court.
You withdraw the LIES about my `illness" - make an apology in writing - and I wont take it any further - its entirely up to you.
YES I did name ADAM - and I will again - he is now a ADULT...and I`ll continue to name SAM...but you will notice (and I hope appreciate that I did NOT name the Princess).
She looked "beautiful" in the picture - a credit to you - and I hope she`s a very happy little girl - I`ve heard really great things about her.
One day I hope to be re-united with her...but if I die before she`s a Teenager...I have left behind cards for every birthday and Christmas since 2005 and loads of letters...plus memories/words of wisdom for Sam and Adam to pass on.
You can NOT stop Sam or Adam from talking about their Dad - you can delay it - but you can NOT prevent it forever.
I think thats about it Julie and that I`ve covered everything you mentioned in your very formal letter dated 12 December 2012.
Love on ya - God Bless - "Thanx for three kids and all the happy memories
Garry
xx
xxx
The postman has just been so now I know you`ve read 2 of the previous chapters - I didnt realise you was such a fan of my writing.
Which did you prefer the moving `A Never Ending Story` or the hard-hitting `WWW.Essex.gov.uk` ?
Let me know if you would you like a signed copy for `old times sake`?
I have officialy replied to your statement (posted to the Court) which for-the-record...when I read it out both SAM and ADAM found "very amusing".
As for the content of your latest `threatening letter` - I admit I`m no Carole Vorderman when it comes to numbers - but even I know that 2004 - 2005 - 2006 and March 2007...all come before August 2007.
So the Court Order of August 2007 is not worth the paper it`s written on...for the avoidance of any doubt...let me repeat..."It is not worth the paper it is written on"...it is also `out of date`...no longer applies and is "invalid".
Let me explain why...in chronological Order.
2004:
December - Dr Sohota writes in your official medical records - I have a copy - that states you are being treated for a STD.
(a) This fact is not covered by a `gagging order` - as it was not disclosed in Court - so does not appear in the Judgement.
(b) Grimson claims he made you pregnant - dont shoot the messanger - that is his boast - and the pervert claims you stopped the pregnancy.
This fact is not covered by a `gagging order` - as it was not disclosed in Court - so does not appear in the Judgement.
If grimson is lying then `sue him`...I am sure that most decent and respectable women (which you were before October 2004) would take action against a `boyfriend/lover/partner` if he was `falsely` making such a claim.
2005:
January - In your official medical records Dr Sohota (Market Road Wickford) confirms that you started having Depo-Prevaro birth control injections.
Again not disclosed in Court - so not mentioned in Judgement.
Was you/are you aware that between 2004 and 2006 your boyfriend had the same GP? I found out by `sweet-talking` a member of staff at the surgery who revealed that grimson was on medication and being treated for depression. Small World isnt it? (so much so that the same lady...also told me weeks before they fled...that Mr and Mrs Shrek were moving to Wisbech)
Conclusion: Those facts are not protected by any Court Order - and prove three things - that as we stopped having `sex` in September/October 2004...
1) I could not have given you the STD.
2) I could not have made you pregnant
3) They prove your affairs with grimson and ian fleming - as why else would you start having Birth Control Injections?
Are you calling Dr Sohota and grimson "liars"...and are you doubting/questioning what is written in your own official Medial Records?
2005:
May - Adam caught you at least 3 times `kissing` Ian Fleming
June - Adam caught you at 3pm in the lounge of 22 Bridge Road `half-naked` and at `it` with grimson.
Are you calling my son a Liar?
July - Emma Grimson...the common-law wife of former pimp and child-abuser richard grimson phones and tells first Sam...and then me...that you (Julie Johnson) are having an affair with her `husband`.
Are you calling Ms Grimson a Liar?
Now those incidents are not covered by any `gagging order` for the following reasons.
In June 2005 - which I remind you comes before August 2007 - Both Sam and Adam told my parents, there friends, football managers, schoolteachers, the parents of there friends all about you and the perverted former pimp richard grimson. (and more important legally they also informed the Police a few months later)
Sam also told all of those mentioned above how you `beat him up` the day you left - he even showed people the red marks on his back. (months later also told to the Police)
2005:
August/September:
Both Sam and Adam told the police of the violent threats and (at the time) just violent verbal abuse they were getting from your boyfriend richard grimson.
Crimes reported to the Police remain on record - they are facts that can not be `swept under the carpet` once they have been reported.
December: Ms Grimson phones and tells us that you and her husband are living together at 10 Carswell Gardens, The Wick, Wickford
2006
January/March...both Sam and Adam personally tell the Police that your boyfriend grimson has violently threatened and ALSO `verbally sexually abused` them.
The Police took statements - they wanted background information on richard grimson - it was explained on-the-record / all the circumstances...how you (Julie Johnson) was caught with him in JUNE 2005.
Other officers confirmed that grimson had previously been spoken to about his `vile and perverted behaviour`
So everything was in the Public Domain - and known to the Police - more then 18 months before the Court Order - so you can not put the `Genie back in the bottle`
2007:
The March issue of Private Eye reported details of my case - so once again the Court Order can not / does not apply...the fact is we do not live in Communist Russia or Nazi Germany.
So you can not `hide the truth` or re-write history.
1986/87:
You briefly worked as "pub stripper"
That fact is supported by yourself - during a bedroom conversation early in our relationship - and later confirmed during the filming of `Dirty Dancer` where you played the part of a stripper.
Your days as a Pub Stripper are also confirmed by a character called Nicholas Lightbown who recognised you after reading THE PUNK POET and seeing clips of your films on the Internet.
Mr Lightbown sent me a email...its timed and dated...would you like to see it? I was not convinced he was kosher and asked for proof.
He provided his home address...landline number and mobile details...and was interviewed by my friend Toni King...and convinced her that he was genuine.
If you doubt the truth of my account - I will gladly pass on all his contact details. I think from memory that all his phone numbers appear in THE PUNK POET...but contact me on GazzaJohnson123@hotmail.co.uk and I`ll send them direct.
Your days as a Pub Stripper occured before August 2007 - so once again not `protected` by the Court Order.
1988:
You was having an affair with a older married man called Derek...my source for this information...again it was provided by YOURSELF during the earlys of our relationship.
According to your version of events...you `clashed` with his wife in the street...and was named as `the other woman` in the Divorce.
1990:
You started posing for pornographic polaroid pictures at 11 Shirley Gardens Basildon Essex
1992-2004:
You started your 12 year `career` as a Porno actress - starting at 11 Shirley Gardens Basildon...continuing at 30 The Gables Basildon...64 Chestnut Road Pitsea...and 22 Bridge Road Shotgate Wickford Essex.
Facts you admitted on oath at Southend County Court in 2005 and 2006.
All of the above is 100% factual and as the dates PROVE...everything took place before August 2007.
I ADMIT there was a ban on naming SAM and ADAM as children - but they are no longer children...the Court Order does not apply...you seem to think it was a life-time ban...IT WASNT...once they came of age NOTHING could/can stop me revealing that SAM JOHNSON and ADAM CHARLES JOHNSON are my sons.
That is a matter of fact and there is NOTHING you can do to prevent me from repeating that fact `whenever and as often as I like"
I will for now go along with the ban on naming `Princess`...but now I have the 3517 documents I will be `fighting` it in Court.
I did NOT name `names` when she was pictured in the paper before Xmas...but her 16th Birthday gets closer every day.
I can also LEGALLY talk about what occured in March 2010 because again the Police were involved and investigated your false allegations.
You told the Police - Lied to the Police - that I was responsible for Naked picturs of you - And the porno clips of you on the Internet.
I was interviewed by the Police - Ian Ashby - a former Met Detective...old friend...now a solicitor...can confirm this to be fact - as he was sitting next to me...when two Police Officers placed the naked pictures of you on the desk in front of us.
I was asked "do you recognise this woman?"...I said something like "Well yes...I was married to her for 15 years"...but added "Those pictures are nothing to do with me"
I suggested they had been taken by one of your boyfriends to `discredit me`.
The Police then asked about the pornographic movie clips of you (Julie) on the Internet - I replied something like "I have been told about stuff on sites like `Show Us Yours` and `Sexy Housewives`...but that they have nothing to do with me"
I blamed grimson...as I told the Police and wrote in THE PUNK POET - the pervert boasted of taking naked pictures while you slept at 10 Carswell Gardens, The Wick, Wickford.
The Police released me without charge - but kept my computer for about 4-6 weeks...it was returned and as with the photographs I was judged to be "not Guilty"...because I wasnt.
Who-ever put the porno clips on the Internet...or took the naked pictures...it wasnt me.
I can legally refer to this incident because it was a `so-called-crime` reported to and investigated by the Police.
As I said to the Police at the time "What type of woman willingly gives naked photographs of herself to men - in the hope of getting a innocent man into trouble?"
I remember adding something like "You might wear uniforms...but your still men".
Outside Basildon Police Station Ian said "You can bet your life that those pictures have been handed around the station"
He laughed...and I forced a `laugh`...as to be honest I didnt find it funny - as I wondered how many coppers had seen her naked?
Pictures and movie clips on the Internet go all round the world and are seen by millions - but it doesnt seem the same...its not personal...as I aint never gonna meet those viewing in Newcastle...China...India or Australia am I?
The fact is `baby doll` - hope you dont mind me using your Porn name - but in case you`ve somehow forgotten...Sam is 20 and Adam is 18...so I`m no longer gagged from naming my own sons - just as they are no longer `gagged` from talking to the media.
If you dont believe me ask your friend peter - check with hodkinson at Essex Legal.
Joolz babe - you really should check your facts (and dates) - the two Hearings at Southend County Court in 2005 and 2006...where you ADMITTED on oath to starring in PORNO movies took place before the Court Orders of 2007.
I have the documents in front of me - Reference Number SS05FO1533.
So the fact is Julie you can NOT stop me from writing about your 12-year pornographic movie career (1992-2004).
The Court Order only bans the naming of one movie title - so it is perfectly legal for me to name every other film - if you dont believe me contact a media lawyer.
I have been told...that as you was a consenting adult at the time of filming...and because I was the scriptwriter, Director and Producer of all 30 films...that I own the copyright.
That is the law of the land and you must accept it.
The 3517 documents you refer to Babe belong to me...not you/or the Courts...they are mine...and they are "gold-dust"...which is why Essex County Council fought `tooth and nail` to stop me seeing them...but I went to The High Court and I "WON".
A magazine deal..."yes"...you are right...and a contract has been signed...but Julie...you should do your research...and stop being so `self-obsessed`...believe it or not... I do have stories to tell that dont involve you and the perverted pimp richard grimson.
And talking of the child-abusing Shrek...check with the Police...the crimes of your paedophile boyfriend were reported to the Police in 2005 and 2006...so they occured before any Orders were made in 2007 and 2011.
Contact Inspector Rustman and he will confirm the dates of the complaints and investigations...the crimes of your boyfriend have incident numbers.
The fact is...and again the Police will confirm...you can not `wipe-out` a crime...or erase it from official Police files once its been reported.
So Julie...you and your boyfriend cant hide behind Court Orders...made 18 months after the crimes have been investigated by the Police.
On my website I proudly state that Essex Social Services are corrupt...I name ANDREW HALEY, Peter Brown and Dave Barron.
There is as I write a ongoing Police investigation - the Essex County Council manager Andrew Haley is being investigated for slander - and hopefully there will be criminal charges brought against him...because he lied that I was "Mentally ill, mad, extremely dangerous and about to kill SIX people"
I have returned the `complinent` by stating the same LIES about him - but so far he has not had the guts to sue!
Now my `Medical condition`...I have been told and also read that you doubt my `serious illness`...now as I`m not a vindictive, lying little bitch like you...I am giving you a chance to retract your smears and withdraw your slanderous allegations.
I have started Proceedings for your latest slander - telling people "Garry is not really ill"...they are in the early stages...and if you retract I will not go ahead with the case.
I have informed all the relevant parties - I have asked permission to send you all my medical documents...as if I just posted them you would claim `harrassment`.
So its up to you - message me on FB - my inbox - and I`ll send you proof to confirm I am `living on borrowed time`.
Or if easier GazzaJohnson123@hotmail.co.uk
It will do us both a favour - I wont have the stress of starting new proceedings for Slander - as this time I`ll have to go direct to The High Court...and it will save you the hassle of attending Court.
You withdraw the LIES about my `illness" - make an apology in writing - and I wont take it any further - its entirely up to you.
YES I did name ADAM - and I will again - he is now a ADULT...and I`ll continue to name SAM...but you will notice (and I hope appreciate that I did NOT name the Princess).
She looked "beautiful" in the picture - a credit to you - and I hope she`s a very happy little girl - I`ve heard really great things about her.
One day I hope to be re-united with her...but if I die before she`s a Teenager...I have left behind cards for every birthday and Christmas since 2005 and loads of letters...plus memories/words of wisdom for Sam and Adam to pass on.
You can NOT stop Sam or Adam from talking about their Dad - you can delay it - but you can NOT prevent it forever.
I think thats about it Julie and that I`ve covered everything you mentioned in your very formal letter dated 12 December 2012.
Love on ya - God Bless - "Thanx for three kids and all the happy memories
Garry
xx
xxx
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