Revenge Is A Negative Energy

This is the final chapter and also the last time I will ever write about my ex-wife Julie Johnson (aka Julie Taylor Johnson).
From now on I will now only add content to my `teenage times` - the `Punk Years` and wonderful life before October 2004.

My change of heart is not because I`ve "seen the light" or been forced to `let go` - but because I`ve decided to `move on`.

Why?

Well as Rod Stewart sung "Every picture tells a story".

The honest answer - and with no offence to one of my `oldest friends` - please believe me - when I say "it`s nothing personal".

But the pictures I was sent just hours before Mothers Day...and of course one in particular...say more about the `lack of morals` and character of my skanky ex-wife then anything contained in the 3517 documents obtained from ECC...that were also "authentic and in black and white".

The truth is no sons - brought up as good traditional East End boys - would want to see such a vile picture of there mum...even a former mother - in fact - no genuine Cockney kids would approve of...or appreciate such a disgusting image.

So the fact is "my work is done".

Both boys knew she was a slag - call her a slag - had heard all the rumours about her immoral behaviour...the photographs confirmed everything...and a lot more.

So there is no longer any need for me to write about her pub stripping days...porno movies...her affairs with pervert grimson, tibbs, flemming, pj wellings and fat gary.

The fact is that one picture says far more about Julie Johnson the slut...then 3517 documents, a 100 revelations or another 1000 words written by me.

So for that reason I will now concentrate on other periods of my life - I have nothing else to say about my marraige or divorce.

If I die during my triple heart bypass operation - have a fatal `heart attack` - or just `pass away` quitely in my sleep - those pictures...like my books and her porno clips on the Internet will `live on` forever.

Copies of that picture have been forwarded to everyone I know - so in years to come it will still be in the public domain and available to my grandchildren.

Again no `disrespect` to one of my `oldest mates` - its not personal - but certain things are not acceptable in the minds of teenage boys brought up as traditional working class Eastenders...with `certain standards` and `old school values`.
East End boys do not want to see...even a `former mother`...degrading herself...and embarrassing them...by throwing herself at that `sort of person`.

They like me think its disgusting - and God only knows what my Dad would of thought?

I personally loved the picture as it provided a `Golden Bullet` for me to shoot down my enemy...and believe me I have used it - I have `milked it` for all its worth - since Saturday I have `fired` it "again and again" - and every single shot has hit the target.

Now this really is the final word on Julie Johnson - as I want to go out on a high - and that picture as far as my kids are concerned "says it all" - there is nothing more for me to say...except to quote some old hippy song from the 60s which states "a picture can always say more then a 1000 words".

Or as we say in the East End "banged to rights you slag".

The three of us didnt think you could sink much lower then the borderline paedophile and former pimp richard grimson - but that picture proves you are a `gutter slut` with no "self respect" and the morals of a `sewer rat`.

In June 2005 you `walked out` on your family and put a `child-abusing pervert` before your children and a picture published on Mothers Day 2013 CONFIRMED there will NEVER be any form of reunification.

Even when I`m dead and gone - those facts - plus the love, loyalty, respect SAM and ADAM have for me...means you will NEVER be reunited with my boys.

In death SAM and ADAM...as in life...will never betray me...they will always honour my memory.